2024-05-02-08: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2024-05-02 06-26-06

Nose gets STUNG and VERY ITCHY.

2024-05-02 06-31-33

Looking ALL OVER for an item but COULDN'T FIND it yesterday. I just saw it now, lying in front of me on the most obvious place to find it.

I was PAINFULLY (or not) FORCED to lie down (then to sleep) and PREVENTED from chaining up and locking the door for 3 consecutive days. I am now starting to see items/objects that WEREN'T there before.

2024-05-02 06-44-15

Both sides of my upper torso (bust area) suddenly VERY SORE, TIGHT and PAINFUL after I wrote the above. Have TROUBLE BREATHING.

Right shoulder and both elbows also HURT now.

2024-05-02 07-33-18

Right shoulder WARM and VERY ITCHY.

2024-05-02 07-47-12

Corners of both eyes VERY ITCHY. A vehicle BEEPS at the parking area below or nearby.

2024-05-02 13-29-33

Taking TOO LONG to upload audio files on a certain storage app.

2024-05-02 14-04-52

Eyes getting STUNG again to FORCE me to lie down and sleep.

2024-05-02 14-20-35

Had to lie down due to NONSTOP remote EYES-STINGING.

2024-05-02 18-37-41

Woke up and able to get up this time unlike awhile ago. Left hand and elbow VERY SORE and STIFF.

Faggot sounding dh MOCK-LAUGHED right outside the window followed by a SHOUT from the basketball area.

Got a message on the phone while opening it saying DOESN'T RECOGNIZE as soon as it showed me a picture of a large ring with purple stone.  

Last night (or around midnight), got a STRONG TWITCH on my left thigh when the word PRINCESS was mentioned as part of a dialogue in the film (animated) I was watching.

2024-05-02 18-43-47

SMASHING NOISES at the basketball area.

Feeling VERY BAD for no reason as a NAGGING (subtle) IDEA about the "princess" was being FLASHED into my head over and over again. The BAD feeling in my upper chest promptly DIMINISHED as soon as I wrote this.

Getting same TWITCHES on my left thigh while starting to write this.

2024-05-02 19-02-47

VERY PAINFUL urge to pee starting.

2024-05-02 20-04-35

Eyes getting STABBED AGAIN.

Same HEAVY and SORE upper torso and chest EXHAUSTING feeling

2024-05-03 00-03-35

Phone getting HACKED and MANIPULATED NONSTOP for OVER 2 hours now.

2024-05-03 04-15-49

Left leg and lower left abdomen VERY SORE while urinary bladder and private area getting STABBED or STUNG NONSTOP.

Lower back VERY SORE.

About 30 mins ago, VERY PAINFUL urges to pee with SHARP PAIN when I urinated. Another happened barely an hour before.

2024-05-03 04-36-17

VERY WARM and SHARP feeling in my private area continues. Feels like I am about to URINATE but I CAN'T. Left hip joint getting SORE while left leg starting to get NUMB.

2024-05-03 05-55-38

Eyes getting remotely STABBED now. They feel TIGHT and VERY SORE as I am being FORCED or KNOCKED OUT to go to sleep.

2024-05-03 16-03-14

Woke up a few minutes ago to the sound of teeners "playing" below the window. VERY PAINFUL urge to pee as soon as I sat up. WARM SHARP PAIN when I urinated until I made LOUD NOISES.

NAGGING (nasty and dumbass) IDEAS entering my head with ON-OFF PAIN.

Woke up earlier but could BARELY OPEN my eyes with DIZZY and TIGHT feeling on my head.  

Phone cursor started ACTING UP by JUMPING AROUND and TYPING by itself as I wrote the above.

2024-05-03 19-03-08

ON-OFF RAVENOUS SPURTS of feeling of hunger with EXTREME PAIN in my chest and behind my ears (or somewhere near my chest and head).  

I feel EXTREMELY HUNGRY all of a sudden but in SUCH PAIN that I DON'T KNOW what to do.

2024-05-03 19-07-56

The HEIGHTENED feeling causing the sudden EXTREME PAIN and HUNGER (seems to be coming from my TIGHT chest) suddenly diminished (or LOOSENED) when I wrote about it.

2024-05-04 02-42-48

Head HEAVY and SORE. Eyes feel TIGHT and CAN'T FOCUS due to something IRRITATING in front of them. I feel VERY DIZZY and DISORIENTED like I am wearing a new pair of glasses specially when I stand up or turn my head.

Right upper arm, elbow, shoulder and side of chest (bust area) HURTING ON-OFF and VERY SORE again specially RIGHT AFTER I finished using my phone.

2024-05-04 03-11-38

Felt like PUKING just a few seconds ago after I finished posting online.

2024-05-04 03-16-56

Feeling of PUKING or NAUSEA seem to get WORSE after a dh SNEEZED aloud somewhere above the window.  

Now I CAN'T stand up. VERY SORE feeling at the back of my head.

2024-05-04 04-33-35

Earlier, CAN'T STAND UP long enough to get something to eat or prepare a meal.  Now I feel like PUKING when I try to or even while I am just seated.

2024-05-04 06-04-09

Still feeling DISORIENTED and FUZZY in the head despite turning on 2 speakers playing separate audio files at the same time.  

It only diminished somewhat after I put earplugs on. Left leg TWITCHED when I did so. Side of left shoulder blade VERY ITCHY when I WROTE about the TWITCHING.

Noticed that the audio I was playing sounded CLEARER and LOUDER to me with earplugs on.

PHOTOSENSITIVITY still overwhelming my vision, however.

2024-05-04 06-32-20

LOUD (old 70's) fast music starts to play (coming from outside the door).

2024-05-04 18-28-33

Water TASTES BAD.

Woke up some minutes ago to the sound of a teenager CURSING someone ALOUD just outside my window.

2024-05-04 19-29-42

Lower left frontal molars VERY SORE and PAINFUL.

2024-05-04 19-37-38

Phone charges (including new and branded) are OVERHEATING again.

2024-05-04 20-17-06

Earlier, while waiting to avail the limited-time voucher in a shopping platform, the app got HACKED AGAIN in such a way that the tab or button for the voucher icon just SIMPLY CHANGED from "coming soon" to "ran out" WITHOUT even SHOWING the "collect" option.

2024-05-05 02-02-38

CAN'T seem to see properly from my left eye. It feels TIGHT or something is BLOCKING it.

2024-05-05 03-17-45

Some minutes ago, as I was about to do some chores, LOTS of FLAK going thru my head making it feel VERY HEAVY.  

I have TROUBLE raising my eyes when I look up. It's like there's something BLOCKING my eyelids.

2024-05-05 03-29-08

Left eyelid getting TWITCHED now.

2024-05-05 10-56-42

Woke up around 8 AM just in time before my mother and sister left to stay with the eldest.

While still at the door (stacking back all the unboxed parcels) a dh CLEARED his throat next door. I started TALKING BACK.

Now BREATHLESS and OVERLY tired all of a sudden.

2024-05-05 11-02-05

Vehicle BEEPING somewhere nearby after I wrote the above.

2024-05-05 11-17-22

DRY SCALY lesions developing on my upper left lip. It started AGAIN about 2 days ago (when I woke up one afternoon) after the area/spot was ALMOST completely healed.

2024-05-05 15-33-26

Still TALKING BACK NONSTOP at the perps until now. I was about to to go to sleep earlier (out of induced EXHAUSTION and BREATHLESSNESS) but was WOKEN UP by a STRONG JOLT to my left shoulder.

2024-05-05 17-11-08

Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL urge to pee. Still VERY DROWSY until I started SHOUTING.

2024-05-05 18-21-48

Neck and upper back VERY STIFF and SORE with a THROBBING sensation. Have TROUBLE BREATHING too.

LOUD BASS music just below the window making me feel even HEAVIER with HEAVY palpitations.

2024-05-05 18-42-00

Right thigh and backside suddenly SORE and NUMB. I could BARELY MOVE it.

2024-05-05 21-21-07

Phone chargers (both new and old with built-in chips) ACTING UP and WON'T CHARGE my phones.

2024-05-06 13-40-29

Woke yp for the 3rd time. Each time I woke up, I am TOO DROWSY and there's FLAK going on just outside the door and I am FORCED to go back to sleep until now.

There's NO FLAK but I am still T.

OO DROWSY and there's PAIN MOVING on my head and a VERY WARM and SORE feeling on my shoulders and upper back.

2024-05-06 13-58-46

Getting DROWSY AGAIN as soon as I sit up. Something FOCUSED on my eyes that's IRRITATING and causing my eyes to feel HEAVY and SQUINT. 

The phone screen and cursor started ACTING UP (UNCONTROLLABLE and MOVING by themselves) when I wrote the above (eyes heavy, etc.).

2024-05-06 14-05-40

STAB of DULL PAIN on my neck when I try to straighten or lift my head up.

2024-05-06 17-52-52

Woke up with a VERY SORE lower back. But finally able to sit up without feeling DROWSY.  

BOMBARDMENT of IDEAS started. The usual LEAVING SOON to travel for a certain project and getting MARRIED soon "messages" entering my head.

Lower left back molars starting to HURT.

2024-05-06 18-59-30

CAN'T TASTE what I was eating. Already ATE MORE than a kilo.

2024-05-06 18-59-30

CAN'T BREATHE properly. Having some form of INDIGESTION with GROWLING in my stomach.

2024-05-06 20-31-47

Cable TV service suddenly WENT OUT just when the film JUMPER was about to start.

2024-05-06 21-05-11

Just recalling what happened earlier when I woke up for the 3rd time, PAIN MOVING on top of my UNPROTECTED head. I put my bike mask on before going back to bed and had no such HEADACHES when I finally woke up (for the 4th time).

I have not been wearing my bike mask when I slept for a few days now and HAVEN'T been having this problem UNTIL NOW.

2024-05-06 21-10-41

Noticed FREQUENT appearances of slow moving red ants FALLING on my arms and hands. Not sure where they're coming from.

Phone screen MOVING by ITSELF again just now.

2024-05-06 21-56-33

While trying to do something online, UNNATURAL and PAINFUL URGES to pee (leading to PAINFUL and SORE legs and hips ) starting AGAIN even when I just emptied my bladder about or less than 30 minutes ago.

2024-05-07 00-19-22

Newer phone NOT WORKING properly. Screen keeps SHIFTING for some apps and OVERHEATING even when not in use.

2024-05-07 04-11-38

Lower back. Went to bed for awhile.

2024-05-07 04-36-46

CAN'T sleep. I feel like I am about to doze but some (fast) music seems to suddenly ECHO in my head. I think I also "heard" a dh teener say "matanda na."

When I start to write about this, phone cursor and screen starts JUMPING around UNCONTROLLABLY.

2024-05-07 04-52-00

I tried to go back to bed again. But when I lied down, some SHARP and SORE sensation started in my private area. I had to sit back up and write this.

HARD SCALY skin SPREADING on the left side of my upper lip again.

2024-05-07 05-26-43

VERY WARM air (like a vent) coming up from the TOILET DOOR area again while the rest of the adjacent kitchen is quite cool.

2024-05-07 06-15-18

Sudden WARM SHARP PAIN in my private area with SORENESS in my thighs all the way to my feet.  Lower back starts to HURT.

2024-05-07 06-35-31

Could BARELY move now due to the SORE NUMBING PAIN. Feeling VERY HEAVY in the chest too.

2024-05-07 06-45-52

Earlier, I had set my alarm to go off at 7 AM but since I CAN'T sleep I started unpacking some of my packages that are still stacked against the door.

Now I feel VERY SORE in my lower torso down to my feet and I CAN'T DO ANYTHING anymore.

2024-05-07 07-44-51

EXTREME SHARP PAIN in my private area all the way to my legs continues. Not sure if I should go to the toilet or lie down.

Unable to upload audio files.

2024-05-07 09-57-55

Woke up with a SHARP ITCHING chest all over and upper back. BURNING and SORE sensation in my private area CONTINUES followed by VERY PAINFUL urge to pee.

2024-05-07 10-03-28

STINGING on my chest starts.

2024-05-07 10-11-37

SPRAINED my right hand while supporting myself as I sat back down on the bed when I felt a SUDDEN JOLT to it.

2024-05-07 16-42-33

Woke up to the FLAK of a dh just below my window, ACCUSING someone by saying the words "kasalanan niya" as LOUDEST in a string of words.

Followed by LOUD ball DRIBBLING on the same spot.

2024-05-07 18-29-22

Feeling VERY TIRED with an EXTREMELY HEAVY chest. CAN'T BREATHE properly or STAND up.  

2024-05-07 23-16-14

Online payment app ACTING UP since yesterday.

2024-05-08 10-05-03

Woke up with a VERY SORE lower back about 30 mins ago. I could BARELY move.  

Had to pull down the cable originally wrapped around my waist line (moved upward as I slept) to relieve me of the INTENSE PAIN. Felt something HEAVY on my chest too that's preventing me from pulling myself up.

2024-05-08 10-22-36

Noises FOLLOWING me around the room starts after the sound of a metal drill.

2024-05-08 10-38-11

Both legs from the knee down get VERY SORE and PAINFUL. Had to lie down again 

2024-05-08 15-07-10

Woke up still with a VERY SORE lower back and STIFF or HEAVY chest.  

Car door BANGING noises just below the window.

2024-05-08 15-18-53

LOUD ball DRIBBLING (or SMASHING) starts.

2024-05-08 15-32-02

CAN'T move or think. ON-OFF PAIN all over and VERY DISORIENTED with NAGGING IDEA that I will be leaving soon.

Left knee and shin getting STABBED with PAIN.

2024-05-08 15-37-26

Vehicle BEEPING just outside the window.

2024-05-08 20-03-55

CAN'T collect a limited-time 200 off voucher AGAIN. The "collect" button appeared but it FROZE and I CAN'T CLICK on it. e

Other buttons on the same screen are clickable, however.  

A dh (with a toddler) started making MOCKING remarks somewhere above the window.

UNNATURALLY PAINFUL urge to pee while waiting to collect the voucher. The amount of urine that came out DIDN'T WARRANT the urge.

2024-05-08 20-22-56

VERY BAD TIGHT chested feeling getting WORSE as my phone starts to LAG while trying to post online.

2024-05-08 20-27-44

A BIG roach had BRAZENLY come back and CRAWLED up on my left foot after I shooed it away some minutes ago.