2023-12-06-11: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2023-12-06 04-58-43

Nose started to CLOG UP. But I can still SMELL the SEWERS STENCH when I tried to blow my nose.

2023-12-06 05-08-54

STRONG odor of INSECTICIDE.

2023-12-06 07-47-41

Woke up with a VERY PAINFUL urge to pee.

2023-12-06 15-18-46

Phone getting HACKED AGAIN. Cursor MOVING by ITSELF and the screen is JUMPING around.

As I wrote the above, UNNATURALLY LOUD CLAP of thunder overhead explodes (with a FORCED JOLT to my chest) with MINIMAL rainfall.

2023-12-06 17-27-29

Fell asleep again about an hour ago and woke up just now. STRONG SEWERS smell.

2023-12-06 18-11-55

VERY PAINFUL urge to pee with SURGE of PAIN as I was about to stand up.

DULL NOISES from a unit down the hallway while I was in the toilet.

2023-12-06 19-28-15

Feeling UNNATURALLY HUNGRY but CAN'T stand up.

When I was able to a few minutes ago, SORE PAIN in my chest and somewhere in my head WHEN I LOOK at the CLUTTER BLOCKING the kitchen floor.

2023-12-07 00-29-43

CAN'T get up.

2023-12-07 00-41-59

Head and back of neck HURTS. Feeling VERY DIZZY and HEAVY as I was about to put away stuff.

2023-12-07 02-21-16

CAN'T seem to TASTE what I eat or feel SATIATED.

2023-12-07 03-32-11

Still felt VERY HUNGRY awhile ago even after eating 2-3 bowls of a rice meal (egg and canned tuna).

I had to make popcorn. But still CAN'T feel satiated or even taste what I was eating. My UNPROTECTED head HURTS, feels TIGHT and SORE. CAN'T seem to FEEL ANYTHING around me or have any presence of mind.  

As a result, while trying to reach over (across the CLUTTER and STACK of boxes on the kitchen floor) to turn the switch back on to make more popcorn, I pushed over some stuff too far and the bag of popcorn kernels over the edge without even being aware of it due to my PAINFULLY DIZZY and DAZED STATE until they all FELL to the floor (together with some sauces and utensils) among the clutter where it's TOO HARDeft reach.

NONSTOP angry IDEAS start and I began SHOUTING. My head gets even HEAVIER with a VERY STIFF feeling on the forehead as an IDEA CONTINUED to NAG and ACCUSE.

2023-12-07 12-47-33

Woke up with something HEAVY on my left eye as I went to the toilet before the UNNATURAL PAINFUL urge could start.

2023-12-07 13-06-46

LOUD sound of something (a mop) being plunged into a pail OVER and OVER.

When I shifted from the app I was currently on to the Notepad to write about this, a motorcycle promptly powered up and LEFT.

2023-12-07 13-50-20

Backside suddenly got VERY ITCHY just a few minutes ago.

2023-12-07 14-00-17

Lower back and chest promptly gets VERY SORE, PAINFUL and HEAVY when I try to get up to start doing some laundry.

VERY SORE stomach follows even when I fell asleep this morning with a FULL STOMACH.

2023-12-08 01-08-30

Unprotected head continues to HURT ON-OFF.  

My bike mask is FILTHY and need to be washed. The other 2 have been SOAKING for about a MONTH now. I have totally FORGOTTEN about them with these NONSTOP HEADACHES.

2023-12-08 02-16-29

CAN'T BREATHE properly due to HEAVY palpitations while preparing to do some light laundering (using a portable washing machine).

 

Having some form of INDIGESTION even when I DIDN'T HAVE ANY after eating.

ON-OFF HEADACHE continues.

Lower abdomen also feels BLOATED and TIGHT. I feel some SLIGHT DULL PAIN that feels like an urge to pee but only a small amount of urine comes out (with SHARP PAIN too until I make LOUD NOISES).

2023-12-08 03-47-08

ON-OFF PAIN in my head and chest. CAN'T THINK. PAIN ALL OVER with HEAVY PALPITATIONS when I stand up and when I BEND SLIGHTLY to check on the bucket-sized washing machine. 

A little strain like reaching for an item which is only a few inches from me leaves me BREATHLESS and in PAIN ALL OVER my back, chest and shoulders.

My eyes are TOO UNNATURALLY BLURRED, PHOTOSENSITIVE and WARM once I take off my specialized (electrical) glasses. But it gets comfortably clear once I put it back on.

Or if I wear it just below my eyes or on the tip of my nose without looking thru the lenses. Once I tried it on without any of the graded lense and the effect was almost the same.

2023-12-08 05-25-08

Just finished doing my laundry.  The PAIN all over had also diminished.

Still CAN'T EDIT my WordPress blog. CAN'T VIEW in editor mode.

2023-12-08 06-24-10

Standing up has become PAINFUL and STIFF AGAIN (lower back and knees) soon after I wrote the above.

2023-12-08 06-48-50

Sudden CHOKING. Felt like my nose was REMOTELY PINCHED (as usual).

2023-12-08 08-10-53

Woke up.

2023-12-08 11-07-14

Woke up with a VERY PAINFUL urge to pee. LOUD SLAM below the window.

Still felt HEAVY and SORE in the chest. Went back to bed.

2023-12-08 11-21-50

Nose started to ITCH followed by SNEEZING.

2023-12-08 13-37-38

Went back to bed for a nap.

2023-12-08 14-16-57

WhIle lying down right inner thigh getting PAINFULLY STABBED OVER and OVER.

2023-12-08 15-35-59

Woke up with same sudden PAINFUL SURGE to pee.

Lower ab still looks BLOATED 

2023-12-08 15-42-48

Group of kids playing right outside the window again.

Car door SLAMS followed.

2023-12-08 16-45-57

NONSTOP PAINFUL SHARP STABBING in my left hip joint as I prepare to dispose of bubblewrap packages while writing over on the waybills stuck to them.

2023-12-08 16-56-48

Kids' (big) getting LOUD. Doing CATCALLS now. Dhs' RACKET follow.

More PAINFUL HARD STABS in my left hip joint.

A group of dhs SHOUTED "ARTE" somewhere below while I was at the door after my mother left who brought up my delivered packages (since I still CAN'T go outside my room).

I started SHOUTING or TALKING BACK at the perps. My mother heard it while she was walking away and told my sister (who got WORRIED again and had to call me to talk about it).

2023-12-08 22-03-49

About an hour ago, a dh stood by the door and made a SOUND TIMED to a word said on TV, namely "PITY" followed by a sudden LOUD BOOMING rap music from a vehicle just below the window.

I started TALKING BACK AGAIN for OVER an HOUR while the CONSTANT PAINFUL STABS on my left hip joint CONTINUES.

2023-12-09 02-03-58

DIDN'T like what I just ate (sunny side up) which I usually do specially when I am hungry (with a remotely induced GROWING PAINFUL WEAK feeling) and needed a quick snack.

DON'T feel satiated either and being induced to EAT MORE like popcorn (image in my head) which I UNDOUBTEDLY CAN'T TASTE either (as usual) even when I did before with just olive oil.

2023-12-09 02-32-40

Feel SICK and NAUSEOUS. Starting to get DIZZY and HEAVY too.

SHARP STABS in my left hipjoint CONTINUES.

Outdoor masks (made of polyester) to cover my head with which I laundered yesterday morning and hung to dry is still COLD and DAMP. I placed them in front of my cotton shorts due to the limited space on top of my door for airing hoping that they would dry out first. My shorts had dried faster.

Getting IDEAS in my head that the perps had been silently MISTING them (as they pass by my door) so they WOULDN'T DRY out fast enough for me to WEAR them as soon as I need to.

I had placed them inside my enclosed toilet to check and see if that theory is true.

This made me think about the surveillance cam in front of the door if the perps had been SABOTAGING it too.

2023-12-09 04-27-36

For about 3 days now, lower ab still BLOATED and TIGHT with CONSTANT bloody discharges.  

Earlier, when I responded to what I thought was a normal urge to pee, I got promptly TORTURED with the SUDDEN PAINFUL surge as I was getting up to go to the toilet.  

Then I was "rewarded" with MORE SHARP PAIN as I was trying to empty my bladder which was being CONSTRICTED until I made LOUD NOISES in the toilet. This also prompted me to start TALKING BACK nonstop.

STRONG chemical smell coming from the window while I was TALKING awhile ago.

2023-12-09 04-38-03

Had to rest for awhile.

2023-12-09 05-48-36

Woke up with a VERY PAINFUL urge to pee. While urinating VERY ITCHY sensations on my bckside.

FREQUENT remote PRICKING or STABBING in my left hip joint continues.

2023-12-09 13-28-56

Woke up about 2 hours ago. My bike outdoor masks are totally dry now. Left them hanging in the toilet while I slept.

2023-12-09 13-33-12

Backside still VERY ITCHY, WARM and IRRITATED even after a home-remedy application. Felt like something MOVING.

2023-12-09 15-38-56

A big kid or teenager suddenly SHOUTS in a RAGE while others start STOMPING ALOUD their feet making SHARP LOUD ECHOES against the enclosed building walls just outside my window.

2023-12-09 21-05-34

Stomach having SORE and PAINFUL SHARP sensations as I eat a rice meal. It ALWAYS does when I eat something WARM for some UNKNOWN reason.

2023-12-09 22-27-44

Someone starts to SING (female whore vocalizing) on videoke. My stomach and chest starts to get PAINFUL and TIGHT for some UNKNOWN reason and giving me INDIGESTION.

Have TROUBLE BREATHING now and having an ON-OFF HEADACHE.

2023-12-09 22-37-15

Voice of a dh joins in humming high and low TIMED to my actions as I use my phone. SHARP PAIN hits my chest for each sound that the vocalizing perps (over a mike) make from an open window above.

2023-12-10 00-00-05

SHARP PAIN in my stomach started and felt something go down my bowels. Rushed to the toilet with LOTS of air and LBM.

2023-12-10 04-20-39

Felt WEAK and had to EAT AGAIN with no stomach ache after even if it was the same meal (but with cold rice unlike earlier when it was steaming hot).

2023-12-10 04-25-40

Nose suddenly felt SORE and ITCHY like it's getting STUNG. Palate too.

2023-12-10 09-52-02

Head VERY SORE and ACHING. Eyes VERY SORE too while trying to process some requests for online purchases.

2023-12-10 11-48-25

Woke up with same PAINFUL urge to pee. FORCED to go to bed around 9 AM.

2023-12-10 14-37-07

Woke up to the sound of a kid and a teenager's NOISE and FLAK. Same PAINFUL urge to pee.

Still feeling DROWSY with a HEAVY SORE feeling in my forehead.

2023-12-10 21-51-42

While trying to purchase an item from the shopping app, it immediately went OUT OF STOCK.

Starting to feel VERY PISSED and SORE in the chest for no reason.

2023-12-11 05-43-02

Woke up with a CLOGGED left noatril and a VERY SORE palate. Start SNEEZING.

VERY PAINFUL urge to pee.