2023-10-16-21: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2023-10-16 07-21-06

Sudden VERY DROWSY feeling continue ON-OFF.

2023-10-16 08-57-09

Some minutes ago, while trying to reach for my toothbrush, felt a sudden PAINFUL ULCER-LIKE STAB in my stomach.

I was FORCED to SHOUT at the perps AGAIN who were standing just below the building.

I was still feeling DROWSY, HEAVY and SORE in my head and chest and can't think of doing anything else but to go to sleep even with an EMPTY STOMACH.  

Have NOT brushed for about 5 days now and didn't want this EXCUSE echoing in my head while my upper right molar is getting TORTURED again (swollen and sore for the past few days).

2023-10-16 12-50-32

Woke up with usual PAINFUL urge to pee even when I DON'T FEEL like doing so.

Remotely induced FORCED and PAINFUL urge continued to INSIST UNNATURALLY even while I was trying to do something (trying to avail a time-sensitive voucher).

2023-10-16 14-29-19

LOUD DRIBBLING and SMASHING had started as soon as I woke up.

Dhs SHOUTING for about 15-30 mins now. One shouted "HULI" for some reason.

2023-10-16 14-39-55

Felt something WARM HIT the left side of my unprotected scalp (near the temple) causing SORE-PAIN to spread into my head when an idea entered my head about money (that it's coming).

Left side means "no" according to these TORTURING perps.

Even ideas (or messages) being "echoed" or "streamed" into my head are being used as EXCUSES (pseudo advice-giving) to TORTURE me.

2023-10-16 14-48-52

I can still FEEL the SHARP-SORE WARM feeling in my head.

Had to put my anti-UV cap back on and tie a cable around the side of my head.

2023-10-16 14-53-57

Blogger app STALLING again. Same thing happened yesterday before the post I just published a few minutes earlier DISAPPEARED.

2023-10-16 15-53-09

Right upper arm down to my elbow starts to get VERY SORE and HEAVY when I went to the kitchen. Feels like it's about to SEVER from my shoulder. CAN'T seem to feel anything when I try to massage it with my left hand due to the NUMBING PAIN.

The PAIN promptly diminished when I went to face the toilet before going back to the kitchen seemingly unsure what to do.

LOUD ball DRIBBLING continues.

2023-10-16 16-06-42

Had to sit back down to write this as a NAGGING idea starts to ASK if I should proceed to do what I NORMALLY do and just ignore what these ASSHOLE perps around me are trying to do ALL OVER again, which is to FORCE me to follow their highly PAINFUL and IDIOTIC "cues" like a lab rat.

A SORE that had recently formed (for NO reason) on the lower area of my right backside starts to get VERY PAINFUL again.

2023-10-16 16-22-55

A kid starts to say "MOMMY" aloud as I went near the window after I started to feel IRRITATED (or PAINFUL and HEAVY for no reason) followed by an IDEA that I must be getting BORED and to turn the TV on.

2023-10-16 16-52-22

Vision BLURS momentarily and left eye feels IRRITATED, like it got STUNG, when I moved my head from right to left while trying to roll up the plastic wrapper packaging of some stuff I bought online.

2023-10-16 18-41-53

While in the toilet (after the same UNNATURAL urge) head felt VERY HEAVY and I feel FAINT or DIZZY when I slightly moved it. Had to tie another cable around my head.

I was thinking about starting to prepare a meal by washing some dishes first when I was PROMPTED to charge my speaker. It has been on the whole day due to CONSTANT vehicles BEEPING and the ball DRIBBLING noise nearby.  

A drizzle of water suddenly DRIPPED from a window above and NOISILY hit the aircon cover of the window in front of mine as I went near the window where the speaker was.  

This was promptly followed by A VERY SORE, SHARP and PAINFUL feeling that started from the back of my head. It then SPREAD down to my upper back and chest.  

I had to sit back down again.

A vehicle BEEPED soon after followed by a kid saying ALOUD "ANDYAN NA" while walking past below my window.

2023-10-16 20-35-55

I CAN'T stand up long enough to DO ANYTHING as INTENSE and PAINFUL sensation of HUNGER starts each time I go to the kitchen.

I would eat a snack to stop the GRATING or INTENSELY SORE sensation at the back of my ears, stomach and chest. But when I try to stand up the PAIN PROMPTLY starts again.

2023-10-17 02-17-59

Head starting to HURT AGAIN.

2023-10-17 09-40-27

Woke up around 6 AM but fell asleep again.

LOUD vehicle's door (hollow metal) SLAM below my window.

2023-10-17 21-37-35

CAN'T seem to taste what I eat very well and feel satiated.

2023-10-18 00-53-42

Nose VERY ITCHY, RUNNY and palate SORE all of a sudden. I am not even doing ANYTHING.

2023-10-18 00-58-07

I start SNEEZING NONSTOP. A dh somewhere upstairs REPLIES back that sounded like an IRRITATED "ANO BA."

SORE on my backside (right) is PAINFUL again when I move in my seat.

2023-10-18 02-00-15

SHARP PAIN on the top of my head starts followed by my shoulders while preparing for bed. Have NOT brushed my teeth yet.

I CAN'T think and my head feels VERY HEAVY. Mouth feels DRY and upper throat (below jawline feels WARM).

Had to sit down for awhile.

I also recalled my left hand VERY PAINFUL about 6 hours ago while using the shopping app.

2023-10-18 10-14-46

Woke up.  

2023-10-18 19-00-19

Right upper arm, shoulder and side of chest (bust) VERY SORE and PAINFUL AGAIN.

CAN'T stand up again.

Earlier, had some TROUBLE with a cheeky courier who was BADGERING my sister to PAY for a package that he delivered which the seller REFUSED to cancel even when it was within the ALLOWED timeframe.

2023-10-19 08-27-48

Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL urge to pee.  

Went to bed around 2 AM this morning. Starting to feel DROWSY and HEAVY again.

2023-10-19 09-04-38

Scalp starts to STING-ITCH NONSTOP.

2023-10-19 12-30-10

Fell asleep again and woke up a few mins ago with same PAINFUL urge and TOO LATE to avail of a time-limited voucher.

2023-10-19 15-12-28

VERY SORE and DEBILITATING PAIN on my right upper torso (chest, shoulder, arm, etc.) starts AGAIN as soon as I finish using my phone (after less than 30 mins of use).

2023-10-19 17-09-30

Frequently recurring MENTAL BLOCKS. I suddenly CAN'T RECALL what I was just about to that. Felt like a WALL PASSED before my eyes and I FORGOT what I was going to do.

2023-10-19 21-16-07

TV starting to go ON-OFF with EVERY sentence, phrase or word that the characters says which is about EVERY FEW SECONDS. 

I suddenly feel VERY PISSED with thoughts that ESCALATED TORTURE and SABOTAGE (to my utilities or plumbing) will FOLLOW SOON after like a few weeks  before when these perps start DISRUPTING my TV.

The BLINKING routine stops as soon as I stop watching and turn on my speaker player.

2023-10-20 00-44-43

Left side of head, neck and left shoulder VERY SORE and STIFF. It seems like the whole left side of my upper torso HURTS when I move my head.

Covering the UNPROTECTED portion of the back of my neck and the scalp (bone) right above it helps a bit.

2023-10-20 10-00-57

Woke up with same PAINFUL urge. Nose also started to ITCH for no reason. SNEEZING nonstop.

2023-10-21 01-49-38

Being FORCED to sleep again. NAGGING ANGRY idea that I did NOT have time to DO ANYTHING the whole day since I was FORCED to OVERSLEEP AGAIN.

CAN'T even RECALL what I did during my waking hours except playing some mobile games and buying an item that I am being NAGGED (echoed in my head) about OVER and OVER that I DON'T NEED, with claims that I was sending or giving BAD messages or impressions to the perps around me.

My head felt like it was FLOATING and in a VICE when I woke up and MORESO now that I am being PAINFULLY FORCED to sleep ONCE AGAIN.

Same SUBTLE but VERY PAINFUL and SORE feeling in my chest or at the back of my neck (or somewhere else) that's making me STOP in my TRACKS when I was about to do something.

2023-10-21 02-00-24

Suddenly feeling VERY BAD and being FORCED to CRY with a VERY TIGHT and SORE chest when I started writing about these perps SABOTAGING my daily routine again.

The feeling SUDDENLY disappeared when I started to self-talk as to why I am being FORCED to feel like it's the END of the WORLD, then it came back again after a few seconds with a female perp (or whore) saying "KASALANAN MO KASI" just loud enough outside the door.

Also, I recalled the other day, a LOT of BANGING NOISES and IRRITATED FLAK just below the window when I started to write reviews about some of my purchases on the shopping app to get certain rewards or discounts.

Similar PROTESTS and NOISES again with phrases like "ANONG GINAGAWA MO" said just loud enough for me to hear somewhere below my unit, and then getting into a MISUNDERSTANDING with my sister (still staying with the eldest) when she disclosed information that she shouldn't have after cautioning me to keep it a secret in the first place.

It was the original price for an expensive item she suggested to sell to my nephew, who was the one who also gave her the idea to ask me to look for.

She later confessed that she got confused for no apparent reason.

This ALL happened after I bought an item online with the intent to resell it.

Now I CAN'T even recall what I did after I woke up yesterday morning except that I MISSED collecting a voucher again. I just wanted to check if they're applicable on certain items.

But I still ended up buying another item (at almost half the price) later that evening, even when I only have a little or no money left.

This was followed by MORE NAGGING and ACCUSING IDEAS as to why I do what I do, or that I just want to get back at the perps (in-laws) who SABOTAGED my efforts by coaching or influencing my eldest sister to reject the items I volunteered to buy for her after I got them for a discounted price.  

She initially expressed disappointment (true or not) with the (cheaper) substitute I referred to her previously.

Just to recall what had actually happened, this was then followed by the store seller REJECTING my request to CANCEL the items (COD) and the courier BADGERING my other sister, who always gets dumbfounded or stumped under such conditions (then gets MAD at me and bears a LONG GRUDGE), to PAY for the delivered items or get "PENALIZED" by the online marketplace.

This happened the day before yesterday, but I feel like I still CAN'T MOVE ON unless I do something. Whatever it was that I had to do, I had FORGOTTEN all about it UNTIL now, which is to REPORT both the seller and courier.  

 

2023-10-21 03-29-05

Right eye is being HIGHLY IRRITATED now by something that JUST WON'T disappear after I touched or tried to wipe the spot MANY TIMES with my finger as I try to write the above.

The DULL and SHARP 

sensation is making my eye VERY BLURRED and is MOVING from left to right.

2023-10-21 03-35-49

A male or female perp just (stood by the door and) said ALOUD (amidst the din of my fan and speakers) "WALA PA."  

This was followed a few minutes after by "GRABE."