2023-09-26-30: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2023-09-26 02-19-00

CAN'T MOVE again. Head and eyes VERY HEAVY. Being FORCED to lie down when my bed is CLUTTERED with items that I was trying to sort earlier.

2023-09-26 03-30-22

CAN'T THINK and EXTREME HEAVINESS and PAIN shifts back and forth on the top of my head and the back of my neck. I had to put my (makeshift) thin copper-lined hat back on to help alleviate some of the PAIN.

CAN'T focus while trying to finish sorting the clutter on my bed due to this NONSTOP TORTURE with a NAGGING IDEA (and accusations) to HURRY UP and just PILE everything (like trash).

Meanwhile something is STOPPING me from following this "nagger" and I get STUCK with nonstop MENTAL BLOCKS and unable to do anything for almost an HOUR now.

2023-09-26 03-51-12

The sides of my left eye TWITCH and get STIFF as I proceed to post online.

This HEAVINESS with EXTREME PAIN usually happens after a meal. I CAN'T move and, with an UNWASHED plate and utensils still on the stool right next to my CROWDED bed which is about to be INVADED by critters and ants, I am ALWAYS being FORCED to lie down WITHOUT or (OVER) DELAYING washing and putting them away.

More often than not my pots and pans had gone MOLDY and getting inhabited by WORMS (and too disgusting to clean up) due to this FORCED NEGLIGENCE or LAZINESS to make me live like a DEPRESSED BUM.

2023-09-26 04-40-26

Felt something GO STIFF in my chest when I was finally able to get up and put away my plate. URGE to pee about to start but I had to sit down and lie back on the bed.

2023-09-26 16-37-49

Woke up around 11 AM. LOUD wood or metal lathing or drilling has started with USUAL AGGRESSIVE or BEATING NOISES outside.

Getting TIGHT-CHESTED with heavy palpitations, and SCRATCHING my HIGHLY ITCHY scalp like I am stressed out, while trying to avail of a time-limited offer online, even when I DON'T really feel like that in ANY WAY.

2023-09-26 19-08-00

After the BALL smashing NOISES and SHOUTING by kids and dhs, a FAST LOUD BEAT plays somewhere outside the door with BANGING noises from one of the perps' rooms next door.

These perps ALWAYS make it DIFFICULT for me to prepare a proper meal by TORTURING me or making HARASSING noises when I go to the kitchen.

Then TORTURE me even FURTHER with an UPSET STOMACH, INDIGESTION, PAINFUL ULCER-LIKE feelings, and sudden RAVENOUS HUNGER pangs followed by STRONG DISTASTE or LOSS of TASTE for food like I have some form of BIPOLAR disorder when these perps are FAKING DISAPPROVAL of what I eat.

There's ALWAYS something (or a LOT) these perps are DISAPPROVING of about me so they would NEVER RUN OUT of excuses to TORTURE and HARASS me.

2023-09-26 19-41-30

HEADACHES, PAIN in my chest and BREATHLESSNESS start when I go to the kitchen joined by NAGGING thoughts that it's SO SMALL, FILTHY and CROWDED, as the USUAL mental and nerve TORTURE goes.

The TORTURE continues in the form of HEADACHES when I give up and just go back to sitting on the bed and wait for the HEADACHES and DIZZYINGLY PAINFUL "echoed" (or "beamed") NAGGING to pass.

2023-09-26 20-03-46

ON-OFF PAIN and SORENESS around my hips and lower ab.

2023-09-27 01-17-02

Received INCOMPLETE orders from a local manufacturing company. I should be receiving 4 items (set) of the same variety but only got 2.

2023-09-27 03-01-16

VERY DROWSY and DIZZY. CAN'T keep my head up even while just seated.

STRONG laundry powder perfume smell coming from outside the door.

2023-09-27 03-03-51

Eyes get even HEAVIER.

2023-09-27 08-06-38

Woke up. Right nostril gets CLOGGED and RUNNY.

2023-09-27 11-20-13

Right arm and shoulder VERY SORE and PAINFUL.

2023-09-27 16-57-33

Woke up to the voice of a kid shouting "BAHO" outside my window.

2023-09-27 23-48-31

Eyes and forehead VERY SORE and WARM AGAIN. CAN'T see properly and with a developing HEADACHE.

2023-09-28 00-53-36

Feeling SORE and HUNGRY at the same time. After having a snack (cookies) I PROMPTLY felt DIZZY and DROWSY.

I am being FORCED to go to sleep again.

2023-09-28 06-40-09

Woke up minutes ago. VERY ITCHY scalp.

2023-09-28 11-17-46

STINKY (dried fish) SMELL coming from outside the door.

2023-09-28 14-19-56

Back of head and neck VERY PAINFUL and SORE AGAIN when I got up to do something else (prepare a meal, drink water, etc.), after MORE THAN 4 hours of sitting down using my phone.

Have NOT HAD any meal since I woke up this morning.

2023-09-28 14-22-32

DROWSY all of a sudden when I wrote the above.

Feeling VERY WEAK in my back, chest and neck. Have so much TROUBLE even lifting just a pitcher of water.

2023-09-28 14-58-38

Had to lie down. Felt a JOLT on my face while dozing off.

2023-09-28 15-06-26

Lower ab VERY PAINFUL now.

2023-09-28 16-08-08

Getting OUT OF BALANCE while putting a few stuff away before taking a nap.

2023-09-28 16-12-28

While dozing off to sleep AGGRESSIVE noise somewhere below. Felt something in my forehead or face MOVE.

DROWSINESS diminished momentarily.

2023-09-28 16-41-58

Woke up a few minutes ago. BANGING noise just below the window.

2023-09-28 17-08-05

Legs and lower back VERY SORE until I got up. DROWSY AGAIN after using the toilet. Had to go back to bed.

2023-09-28 18-44-18

Woke up with VERY COLD feet or legs and a VERY SORE lower ab until I pulled down the cable wrapped around my stomach.

It got VERY SORE with SHARP PAIN together with my hips while I was urinating until I made NOISES in the toilet.

2023-09-28 20-55-19

About 30 mins ago while trying to sort and rinse some of my UNWASHED laundry (quite MANY) still sitting (for MONTHS) in containers and being inhabited by small ROACHES, a vehicle started BEEPING rapidly.

It brought to mind the EMOTIONAL BLACKMAIL these perps put me through in the past years by utilizing DRAMATIC scenarios, FAKE PLEADINGS, and remotely induced PAIN in the chest.

Felt VERY PISSED and I started SHOUTING.

Felt like my head and ears were about to EXPLODE as my SHOUTING was being SUPRESSED by perps remotely constricting my chest and throat.

2023-09-28 21-07-52

Phone cursor started MOVING by ITSELF and DELETING what I wrote.

2023-09-28 23-12-09

Feeling BREATHLESS and TOO UNNATURALLY EXHAUSTED.

Left hand ON-OFF STABS of PAIN.  

2023-09-28 23-41-12

Some perp whore (female) HOOTING coyly from inside the room next door while I was at the door.

2023-09-29 00-00-46

Phone cursor RAPIDLY PRESSING on my cleaning app's options menu trying to DELETE some apps on my phone.

2023-09-29 01-55-12

Eyeballs feel TIGHT and TWITCHING or POUNDING in the eyeshadow area.

Some minutes ago, a dh SNEEZED aloud while passing below (meaning that I am COLD or unfeeling). I TALKED BACK.

2023-09-29 05-03-16

USUAL FLAK or SNIDE remarks outside my door.

Have TROUBLE BREATHING causing HEADACHES after I TALKED BACK. Bed still in DISARRAY but I am being FORCED to lie down again in SO MUCH PAIN.

2023-09-29 05-14-01

Felt DIZZY with PAIN in my chest when I started to stand up.

2023-09-29 05-31-43

Sudden EXTREME DIZZINESS even while standing up.

2023-09-29 05-51-10

Eyes and chest VERY TIGHT and SORE. Feeling VERY BAD. Have TROUBLE breathing 

2023-09-29 11-11-16

Woke up. Went OUT of BALANCE (must be due to STIFF and SORE knees, hip joints and lower ab) and almost FELL BACK on the bed when I got up.

My monthly has started about 3 days and the perps are using that to harass me with verbal and physical NOISES (claiming some bastard has arrived AGAIN) and remote TORTURE (to help me with the painful process by making it MORE PAINFUL).

2023-09-29 00-00-46

Phone cursor RAPIDLY PRESSING on my cleaning app's options menu trying to DELETE some apps on my phone.

2023-09-29 01-55-12

Eyeballs feel TIGHT and TWITCHING or POUNDING in the eyeshadow area.

Some minutes ago, a dh SNEEZED aloud while passing below (meaning that I am COLD or unfeeling). I TALKED BACK.

2023-09-29 05-03-16

USUAL FLAK or SNIDE remarks outside my door.

Have TROUBLE BREATHING causing HEADACHES after I TALKED BACK. Bed still in DISARRAY but I am being FORCED to lie down again in SO MUCH PAIN.

2023-09-29 05-14-01

Felt DIZZY with PAIN in my chest when I started to stand up.

2023-09-29 05-31-43

Sudden EXTREME DIZZINESS even while standing up.

2023-09-29 05-51-10

Eyes and chest VERY TIGHT and SORE. Feeling VERY BAD. Have TROUBLE breathing 

2023-09-29 11-11-16

Woke up. Went OUT of BALANCE (must be due to STIFF and SORE knees, hip joints and lower ab) and almost FELL BACK on the bed when I got up.

My monthly has started about 3 days and the perps are using that to harass me with verbal and physical NOISES (claiming some bastard has arrived AGAIN) and remote TORTURE (to help me with the painful process by making it MORE PAINFUL).

2023-09-29 13-44-16

CAN'T MOVE. Lower back and legs feel WEAK when I try to move.

2023-09-29 14-28-06

Dhs start SHOUTING. Corner of left eye VERY ITCH and WARM.

A vehicle BEEPS somewhere outside.

2023-09-29 20-26-16

EXCRUCIATINGLY PAINFUL right upper arm, elbow and chest. Starting to feel VERY PISSED AGAIN.

A vehicle BEEPED outside while I was writing this.

2023-09-29 20-39-33

SUDDEN HEAVY DROWSINESS after I wrote the above. Every time this induced shoulder PAIN starts it would continue to get WORSE THROUGHOUT the day, followed by OVERWHELMING DROWSINESS.

But this drowsy feeling WON'T START until I start writing about the shoulder PAIN. Apparently the drowsiness is just COVER UP to hide ABUSE and TORTURE as its TRUE NATURE and that the PAIN is just to "encourage" me to go to sleep.

2023-09-29 20-49-53

Feeling VERY PISSED AGAIN and like going into a SHOUTING RAGE with a NAGGING idea that the EXTREME PAIN in my shoulder is GRAVE ABUSE being done by these NARCISSISTIC SOCIOPATH perps.

2023-09-29 21-13-40

Even the right side of my right chest (or bust) is being TORTURED. Feels like something is BORING thru it.

When I try to cover the HEAVILY PAINFUL area with a cable, the PAIN in my shoulder gets WORSE. It's like the perps "SEE" (thru the walls of my room) what I am doing so they transfer the PAIN from one spot to another like it's a BAD practical JOKE.

2023-09-29 21-20-35

Feeling VERY DISORIENTED now due to this ON-OFF DROWSINESS.

2023-09-29 21-51-19

ON-OFF SORENESS in my chest all the way down to my hand continue. The PAIN had somewhat diminished.

2023-09-29 22-45-15

PAIN in my upper arm had shifted to my hand. I DIDN'T want it to get WORSE by getting it wet when I wash the dishes and a pot to start preparing a meal.  

The PAIN DOESN'T diminish even when I stop using the phone. There's a NAGGING idea that I should just continue using my phone since stopping DOESN'T HELP either.

2023-09-30 01-15-40

A big ROACH suddenly LANDED on my head some minutes ago. I have 2 ANTI-INSECT devices on right now.

2023-09-30 03-29-19

Recurring VERY IRRITATING STINGS on the same area on top of my left foot, just below the shin.

2023-09-30 04-10-41

VERY WARM feeling at the back of my neck and head making them VERY ITCHY all of a sudden.

2023-09-30 18-43-25

Felt the URGE to self-talk. Back of neck starts to WARM UP followed by an ITCHING neck and chest soon after.

2023-09-30 20-00-21

Head feels WARM and SORE with STABBING PAIN until I wrap cables around it.