2023-09-06-10: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2023-09-06 00-52-53

Suddenly got DISCONNECTED from a mobile game I was playing and had to start from the very beginning.  

BANGING NOISE just below the window.

2023-09-06 01-50-18

CAN'T TASTE the food that I eat due NONSTOP ON-OFF nose CLOGGING causing me NOT to feel SATIATED or enjoy what I eat.

CONSTANT SORE and SHARP feeling in my palate. Throat and mouth feel PARCHED even after drinking water.

2023-09-06 14-31-43

Woke up a few minutes ago. UNNATURAL PAINFUL urge to pee starts. Nose RUNNY and STUFFY AGAIN even when the rain had stopped for about 2-3 days now and the sun is out.

It's NOT even that cold last night.

2023-09-07 16-23-25

Dhs EXAGGERATED SHOUTING below nearby for about 30 mins now.

Left wrist getting PAINFULLY STABBED while writing this

2023-09-07 17-33-55

Dhs SHOUTING replaced by big kids.

2023-09-07 17-42-47

Someone had started to practice the violin next door. Feeling EXHAUSTED all of a SUDDEN.

About 2 days ago, my necklace got TANGLED with the cable wrapped around my shoulder. Find it quite odd since the cable is connected together by an S-hook (more like an 8) that's spring-locked.

Having NAGGING ideas that the perps might have gotten into my room AGAIN (after I was KNOCKED OUT COLD to sleep) when I didn't chain-lock the main and screen door for about 2-3 consecutive days.

2023-09-07 20-53-17

Stomach VERY SORE soon after I ate some minutes ago.

2023-09-08 01-50-18

Head and eyes getting VERY SORE AGAIN joined by RAVENOUS feeling.

2023-09-08 06-17-17

Seeing FLASHING and MOVING LIGHTS (waves) in my eyes all of a SUDDEN.

Vision getting BLOCKED by the moving lights (like sparks).

2023-09-08 06-36-07

Had to wrap 2 cables around my head and face before the lights diminished.

2023-09-08 06-46-17

Phone screen LOCKED by ITSELF while about to post online.

2023-09-08 13-04-45

VERY PAINFUL urges to pee every 15-30 mins for about an hour now since I started listening to rock music. Left leg SORE and STIFF.

2023-09-08 16-12-23

Woken up from my nap by a VERY ITCHY scalp (left side). Kids start playing just below the window promptly followed by dhs (getting ready to SHOUT) at the basketball court nearby.

Music streaming app suddenly LOGGED me out and I CAN'T LOG BACK IN. ALL my Bluetooth capable speakers WON'T play my usb audio files. 

2023-09-08 17-37-33

Just finished TALKING BACK at the perps. VERY PAINFUL urge to pee followed soon after.

I made noises until the PAIN subsided but a LINGERING SORENESS on my left leg and lower abdomen remain.

2023-09-08 18-15-56

VERY DROWSY after I had a snack (breakfast). Being FORCED to sleep again.

There's SORENESS and PAIN ALL OVER my upper torso and head.

2023-09-08 18-35-50

CAN'T feel anything but the OVERWHELMING PAINFUL DROWSINESS between my eyes and forehead.

I just received a response to my application for a part-time freelance online job about 2 days ago. I am required to complete a task and/or take an exam using my computer.

I only have a week to finish this requirement. Meanwhile, I still DON'T have a space to set up my computer due to the CLUTTER in my room which is still UNMANAGEABLE as ever.  

I CAN'T do ANYTHING about it as I am still CONSTANTLY TORTURED to sleep, and TORTURED even MORE during my waking hours so I practically CAN'T DO ANYTHING AT ALL. Even preparing my food is just TOO goddam PAINFUL that I CAN'T do ANYTHING else afterwards.

I REFUSE to make ANY DEAL with ANY of these perps and/or their bosses.

2023-09-08 19-41-27

I was SHOUTING again just a few minutes ago. I had been SHOUTING earlier before and after I wrote the above.

Throat getting BLOCKED while I shouted and it's SORE now.

2023-09-08 20-56-08

Woke up. Still VERY DROWSY. CAN'T even sit up.

2023-09-08 21-14-43

Still CAN'T SIT UP and I am being FORCED to go back to sleep.

2023-09-08 22-07-12

Woke up and was able to sit up this time. VERY PAINFUL urge to pee promptly followed.

I had just fixed the faucet filter yesterday but for some reason it's LEAKING AGAIN now.

2023-09-09 00-26-25

VERY PAINFUL right arm, chest, armhole and shoulder starting. All I did was play some mobile games to get the credits before they expire. I didn't get to do this after being FORCED to sleep OVER and OVER again.

According to an IDEA in my head, I am TORTURED to sleep so I will have the energy to get TORTURED AGAIN when I wake up. If I do not "submit" to and oppose such CRUDE and INHUMAN ways of "assistance" or "guidance" these perps would argue that they are, at least, giving me time to rest.  

But even during, before or after I sleep, I am also being subjected to SUBTLE forms of TORTURE causing me to have respiratory and breathing PROBLEMS, lower back NERVE PAINS, or a constant and persistent subtle MIGRAINE causing me to have a VERY BLURRED vision with eyes that feel like they are about to EXPLODE, and the usual extremely PAINFUL urges to pee as soon as I wake up.

2023-09-09 02-08-01

While trying to fix the filter faucet leak, back of neck gets SORE. I start to feel like PUKING.

I had to stop and sit back down feeling TOO EXHAUSTED.

2023-09-09 05-42-16

Right hand and arm getting VERY SORE again after playing some mobile games (not sure what else to do after I got TORTURED on the neck).  

I feel a STAB of PAIN when my hand touches the water. It's NOT even that cold.

2023-09-09 05-50-12

Perp remotely STABBING the left side of my throat to make me CHOKE after the word "WORK" was mentioned by an actor on TV.

2023-09-09 06-06-03

I can see the MOVING monochromatic LIGHTS on the right side of my right eye again almost BLOCKING the vision on my right eye (in addition to the FLOATERS that never healed).

2023-09-09 06-11-14

The lights have MOVED to the center of my vision. I feel some ON-OFF STABBING PAIN on my left eyeball.

I had to lie down for awhile.

2023-09-09 13-17-31

Woke up. A kid started SHRIEKING again from somewhere nearby inside the building.

The lights in my right eye had gone but the FLOATER had gotten more VISIBLE.  Vision MORE BLURRED than usual even with my glasses on.

The nap turned out to be a full sleep. Woke up earlier but was only half awake and was FORCED to sleep again before I could turn off the TV or unplug my mobile phone from the charger.

2023-09-09 13-27-35

Kid SHOUTED and SHRIEKED as soon as I started to go online on my mobile.

2023-09-09 13-54-23

Back of neck and chest getting SORE and PAINFUL. Head feels HEAVY AGAIN.

2023-09-09 15-08-59

Feels like something's BLOATED again. Feel the SLIGHT POUNDING in my head. BLURRED vision.  

Have NOT eaten anything at all yet.

2023-09-09 16-37-20

Sink LEAKING again after I left the water running. I turn on the tap and flush the initial flow (which usually has accumulated rust and other debris) of water out.

I forgot all about it due to the SQUEEZING HEADACHE I am having again. I can feel the pounding or SQUEEZING PAIN on my forehead initially before it went all the way around the side and back of my scalp.

Dhs SHOUTING in unison.

2023-09-09 17-52-19

SHARP POUNDING HEADACHE every time I go to the kitchen sink to check on the filtered water I am collecting.

2023-09-09 19-25-38

Aggressive BANGING noise continues. An old woman FLAKS nearby outside the hallway. 

Back and neck VERY SORE.

2023-09-10 01-29-13

Stomach BLOATING after only eating some oats with milk and coco sugar. I was then INDUCED to CHOKE and SHARP PAIN in my left eye when I coughed.

2023-09-10 07-30-54

Leaking filter connected to the toilet faucet is now SPEWING water out adue to a hole in the gasket. 

While trying to apply some temporary fix, PAIN on my lower back and head starts again. The PAIN continues even after I had finished, and promptly followed by the same PAINFUL (to my eyes and forehead) DROWSINESS.

2023-09-10 07-44-25

FLAK and CACKLES by female perps just outside the window a few minutes ago.

2023-09-10 08-45-19

Went to bed.

2023-09-10 15-01-41

Woken up by my sister who just arrived.

Dh SHOUTING somewhere below nearby.

2023-09-10 18-28-10

Have to wash a (lightweight 2L) pot to prepare a meal but I CAN'T STAND up for about 2 hours now. Something making me feel WEAK at the center of my lower back. Knees feel VERY STIFF too.

2023-09-10 18-56-31

Able to stand up to turn off the toilet faucet but CAN'T move around due to HEAVY and VERY STIFF legs.  

The tap has a new (simpler) filter that I have FORGOTTEN having bought just a few days ago. I installed it a few minutes after I was induced to defecate some minutes ago.

I CAN'T MOVE anymore after that.

ITCHING all over my upper torso too.

Ball SMASHING NOISES below continue.

2023-09-10 19-13-05

Sudden SWEATING just below my chest after I took off the protective (diy) band tied around my waist to shake off the accumulated dirt inside my shirt from all the SCRATCHING.

2023-09-10 20-31-20

After washing a pot and a few utensils I am FORCED to sit down again and CAN'T STAND up ANYMORE.

2023-09-10 22-32-30

Lower back still VERY SORE and CAN'T properly move my legs Feel like something BORING into my insides. Had to lie down.  

2023-09-10 22-55-06

Started SNEEZING. Had to sit up.  

There seems to be a SMELL of cat poop. Heard something SCRATCHING at the (makeshift) plastic bubblewrap covering the middle half of the screendoor awhile ago.