2023-07-16-20: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2023-07-16 03-27-17

Just finished washing at the toilet due to SOILED underpants AGAIN.

The EXTREME SORENESS on my lower torso had diminished since I started wrapping even my lower ab and backside with some (DIY) protection. But the perps can still FORCE me to pee and remotely induce my urethra to INVOLUNTARILY open up.  

I SHOUTED back (like my head was about to BURST) at these TORTURE -SABOTAGE CONTROL FREAK perps this time. Some dh at the hallway said something like "tama na" and I heard someone talk over a two-way radio.

Toilet bowl still FLOODED and EXTREMELY DIRTY but not as smelly until after about 30 minutes of siphoning the water out. The STINK also smells more like PIGSTY despite the laundry powder mix I pour in to prevent the water from stinking too much. I found this EFFECTIVE UNTIL RECENTLY.

The STENCH also promptly dissipated after I got out of the toilet, whereas it seemed to FILL the room when my cleaning was still unfinished and I was going in and out of the toilet (to wash and put away a pile of dishes as well).

2023-07-16 03-51-39

Left side of stomach started to get SORE ON-OFF as soon as I sat down to rest some minutes ago. It still does now specially when I am about to stand up to turn off the faucet 

2023-07-16 03-56-59

VERY SORE and STIFF thighs and hip joints when I walked towards the toilet. DIDN'T FEEL any of that while sitting down on the bed with aluminum foil as a makeshift mat.

Stomach still SORE and THREATHENING to get WORSE as I wrote the above. I have NOT even had a meal yet since I woke up yesterday.

2023-07-16 05-54-30

While trying to collect some drinking water while stepping over a PILE of CLUTTER blocking the kitchen sink, SHARP PAINFUL feeling to pee starts AGAIN.

I start BANGING at the door and SHOUTING again which stopped the ONSLAUGHT from continuing. Also had to (makeshift) strap on aluminum foil to momentarily stop the PAIN.

2023-07-16 05-54-30

While trying to collect some drinking water while stepping over a PILE of CLUTTER blocking the kitchen sink, SHARP PAINFUL feeling to pee starts AGAIN.

I start BANGING at the door and SHOUTING again which stopped the ONSLAUGHT from continuing. Also had to strap on aluminum foil to momentarily stop the PAIN.

2023-07-16 13-49-01

Woke up about an hour ago with same VERY PAINFUL urge to pee.

Toilet still FLOODED and VERY DIRTY.  

Nose and palate VERY SORE and ITCHY. It has been raining lately.

2023-07-16 16-20-59

Legs, upper thighs and hips started getting SORE again some minutes ago.

Now I am SUDDENLY being FORCED to defecate even when I still haven't had a meal for over 24 hours now.

2023-07-16 16-20-59

Just finished washing a few underclothes after moving my bowels in a RUSH (like induced urinating). Had LBM, most likely due to NOT having had a meal yet.

Had to promptly launder or rinse afterwards, other than due to the recent NONSTOP BOWEL and URINE TORTURE causing me to FREQUENTLY SOIL my underpants, to use the soapy water to rinse the toilet floor after I threw out the DIRTY pail water (also mixed with laundry powder to diminish the smell) into the drain in SUCH A HURRY.

For some reason, I can still smell STINK as I sit on the bed. Had to turn on the fan facing the door to diminish the SMELL even when I already did so earlier while cleaning the toilet.

Apparently the STINK seems to be coming from outside AGAIN.

Lower back and hips VERY SORE and PAINFUL the WHOLE TIME that I was washing 

2023-07-16 19-01-40

Lower back and left side of waistline near the back getting VERY SORE and PAINFUL as I wrote the above.

2023-07-16 20-14-40

TV kept going ON and OFF for some reason.

2023-07-16 22-14-20

PUNGENT STINK (like vomit and vinegar) starting again and it seems to be coming from outside.

Legs, lower back and hips continue to be VERY SORE, PAINFUL and COLD.

2023-07-16 23-31-01

SUDDEN PAINFUL urge to defecate just some minutes after I (finally) had a meal.

It was quite DIFFICULT to walk to the toilet and even to setup my new toilet bowl (a bucket) as it has started to SOIL my underpants.  

My legs and lower torso were SHAKING soon after.  Getting remotely STUNG on my left leg and left thigh for some reason.

2023-07-17 05-18-39

FORCED to urinate AGAIN with a VERY PAINFUL SUDDEN urge making my legs VERY SORE with a SEARING PAIN.

Toilet bowl still FLOODED with VERY DIRTY STAGNANT water. It's NOT draining at all for OVER a week now.

2023-07-17 06-20-07

Left side of waistline (flank) starting to HURT AGAIN.

2023-07-17 18-16-14

Woke up a few minutes ago. Stomach backside and lower back start to HURT AGAIN.

DON'T feel like moving at all. Feeling VERY TIRED after defecating (LBM) EVERY TIME.

2023-07-17 19-57-33

As usual the FORCED LBM had left me TIRED, WEAK and SORE from my lower torso down to my extremities. My upper back also feels SORE. Not TOO SURE what to eat anymore.  

Toilet bowl still FLOODED and VERY DIRTY.

2023-07-18 00-47-44

Just had a cooked meal of rice and plant-based meat. Something SORE started to MOVE UP my left leg and thigh, then my left backside and flank (left side waistline). 

Backside and lower back started to get SORE too like I am about to have LBM (AGAIN).

2023-07-18 03-48-37

I seem to feel something MOVING around my lower left ab and flank. It seems to be BORING through my muscles and into my intestines. My left leg is getting NUMB again.

I am starting to feel UNCOMFORTABLE.

2023-07-18 05-21-48

I DON'T feel like urinating AT ALL but my lower ab feels BLOATED. My legs and lower torso feel NUMB and somewhat SORE from within.

SUDDEN PAINFUL URGE to pee with a PUSHING force and UNCONTROLLABLE urethra muscles that had SUDDENLY gone NUMB FORCING me to pee just about anywhere. I SOILED my underpants AGAIN.  

I started SHOUTING again AGAINST the perps.

2023-07-18 05-46-29

Scalp VERY ITCHY with WARM STINGS.

SMELLY toilet bowl water (with laundry powder) AFTER I siphoned some of them out which seemed to SPREAD into the room. It smelled like PUNGENT radish this time.

2023-07-18 07-57-47

Just finished washing my underpants after I was remotely induced to SOIL them AGAIN while being TORTURED to respond to PAINFUL URGES to pee.

While washing additional clothes (to use the laundry water for diluting the FLOODED and DIRTY toilet bowl) back muscles start to HURT ON-OFF and gets EXTREMELY PAINFUL just when I was about to finish.

2023-07-18 11-36-35

VERY PAINFUL urges start again while a perp was SLAMMING a vehicle's door at the parking area just below my window.

Right hand UNNATURALLY too SORE and STIFF.

2023-07-18 17-40-32

Woke up with a VERY PAINFUL urge to pee with a vehicle's door being SLAMMED just below my window.

Toilet still FLOODED and VERY DIRTY.

Left leg or shin FREQUENTLY getting STUNG.

2023-07-18 19-53-34

Lower back and backside getting even MORE SORE after I was FORCED to have LBM awhile ago.

2023-07-18 20-17-58

Corners of both eyes VERY ITCHY (STINGING) NONSTOP.

2023-07-19 05-19-07

Left leg feels NUMB with an ongoing or LINGERING SORENESS. Lower ab and stomach feels BLOATED with the stomach having ON-OFF slight pain.

Left thigh DEVELOPING some form of ALLERGY after it got STUNG REPEATEDLY earlier. It's still getting STUNG right now.

2023-07-19 06-27-20

Sudden VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee while I was preparing to do so. As usual remote TORTURING perps want me to sit in a RUSH on my TOTALLY FLOODED toilet bowl WITHOUT siphoning it first. I had to keep making NOISES to stop the NUMBING SORE PAIN on my private which WON'T stop.

When it does stop it RESUMES AS SOON as I stop making noises.

Had to do some laundry at the same time to maximize use of soapy water. Perps kept ATTACKING my face and forehead with an UNUSUAL PAIN until I started wearing an anti-UV bike mask.

Being ATTACKED on my back and sides too AS USUAL. Frontal area of both thighs UNNATURALLY WARM and kept getting STUNG causing my skin to develop VERY ITCHY welts.

2023-07-19 07-49-11

Corners of both eyes start to get VERY ITCHY when I stooped down to look at my still wet feet.

STRONG PUNGENT SMELL like kerosene still lingers in the room. It started while I was siphoning the DIRTY WATER out from the toilet bowl.  

2023-07-19 08-15-09

Corners of both eyes CONTINUE to ITCH and getting WORSE.

Stomach getting an ON-OFF VERY SHARP WARM and SORE feeling for OVER an hour now..

2023-07-19 08-44-55

Eyes getting UNNATURALLY DROWSY now

2023-07-19 11-13-27

Woke up. Corners of both eyes STILL VERY ITCHY. VERY PAINFUL urges to pee as usual.

Same things happened when I woke up earlier.

Left nostril CLOGGING UP. Stomach getting SORE AGAIN.

2023-07-19 18-19-46

Woke up around 4 PM. FORCED to move my bowels in a RUSH again awhile ago (about an hour ago).

PUNGENT SMELL of kerosene started afterwards.

2023-07-20 01-40-07

VERY ITCHY corner of left eye.

A few minutes ago, I was trying to rearrange the rice cooker at the kitchen when I felt the SUDDEN UNNATURAL PAINFUL urge to pee ABOUT to START AGAIN.

I have have NOT DRANK any water since I last urinated about an hour ago.

I HAD to sit down and eat something. Starting to get a bit HEAVY and HUNGRY. Corner of my left eye starts to ITCH NONSTOP

2023-07-20 02-22-56

Just emptied my bladder which was NOT much and even felt something SQUEEZING and about to cause the usual SHARP PAIN until I started making NOISES inside the toilet.  

Left leg still getting SORE afterwards with a dull POKING sensation in my left flank and waistline.  Stomach starting feel SLIGHTLY SORE.

2023-07-20 04-11-27

Resting for a few minutes after rinsing some clothes.  

Starting to feel some DULL PAIN in my urethra again even when I had NOT drank enough water (just a mouthful) after I was last FORCED to urinate. 

TWITCHING on my left leg when I wrote the above.

2023-07-20 11-58-46

Woke up. Was FORCED to sleep early this morning WITHOUT turning the faucet water off and chain-locking the door.

Similar SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL urge to pee starts even when I HAVE been drrinking LESS water.

2023-07-20 20-28-35

SUDDEN URGES to pee and HUNGER pangs at the same time.

2023-07-20 23-39-40

SUDDEN HEAVY DROWSINESS with SEARING WARMTH around my head, shoulders and neck

Having PHOTOSENSITIVITY and MORE BLURRED than usual vision. CAN'T focus or get up to do anything.

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