2023-07-06-10: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2023-07-06 01-10-23

VERY PAINFUL urges to pee start when I think about SIPHONING out the DIRTY water in the toilet bowl.

The PAIN INCREASES in intensity when I am in the middle of drawing the water out even when I DON'T really feel like peeing at all due to INADEQUATE water intake. Feels like something is PUSHING my lower ab.

MUCK like mud has already ACCUMULATED at the bottom of the bowl.

2023-07-06 13-27-36

Woke up around 10 AM. VERY PAINFUL urges to pee promptly start.  

Toilet bowl still FLOODED and VERY DIRTY.

2023-07-06 17-11-11

Woke up. Left nostril VERY CLOGGED. I start SNEEZING. STRONG SMELL of the sewers when I blow my nose.   Not sure if it's coming from the still FLOODED toilet bowl, the sink (still CLOGGED with stagnant water), or outside.   Palate VERY SORE.

Woken up earlier by the alarm I had set on my phone but I could NOT get up at all.

2023-07-06 17-19-40

Nose gets even MORE CLOGGED each time I blow my nose after SNEEZING.

2023-07-06 20-12-37

VERY ITCHY corners of both eyes. Feel like SCRATCHING them RRAW

2023-07-07 03-07-25

Sudden VERY BAD feeling when thinking about washing a pot to cook a meal. CAN'T get up.

2023-07-07 04-24-25

Back of head, neck and scalp VERY WARM and ITCHY. Have been SCRATCHING and trying to alleviate the ICHING for about 30 mins.

 

Feeling VERY HEAVY and DIZZY now all of a sudden.

2023-07-07 06-57-32

A spot on my left middle finger is a bit tender and swollen. For some reason I had HURT my finger while trying to cut my finger nails last night.

Finger felt WEAK and CAN'T seem to press the nail cutter well like before.

2023-07-07 07-02-02

WARM feeling persistent and is now on my nose. I can feel my palate starting to get IRRITATED and SORE now.

2023-07-07 07-20-55

Went to bed. UNABLE to cook a meal.

2023-07-07 07-25-56

While about to doze off 

2023-07-07 15-11-26

Woken up by the sound of thunder overhead. UNCONTROLLABLE PAINFUL urge to pee starts.

Left side of my scalp, neck and shoulder SWEATY and WARM even when I was lying down on my right side.

Felt like there was a HEATER pointed at the left side of my face

2023-07-07 15-17-08

Scalp starting to get ITCHY. Stomach getting SORE.

Toilet still FLOODED and VERY DIRTY.

2023-07-07 16-40-20

EVERYTHING feels PAINFUL. Just accidentally snagging one of my fingers while changing my shirt felt like it got HIT by a rock.

EVERYTHING seems to be SWELLING. I CAN'T feel anything but my pain receptors are OVERREACTING.

2023-07-07 17-25-34

Sky is OVERCAST or CLOUDY outside but the room feels TOO STUFFY and WARM. 

There's also the PUNGENT SMELL of STINKY food being cooked coming from somewhere outside or below the room.

2023-07-07 18-07-59

Stomach is being INDUCED and feels SORE and ACIDIC now, but not hungry at all.

PUNGENT smell of stinky food continues.

2023-07-07 23-05-42

FORCED to sleep and woke up a few minutes ago. SMELL of STINKY food starts again as soon as I turn off the (makeshift) exhaust fan at the door.

2023-07-08 00-13-31

Object SLAMMING just below my window.

2023-07-08 02-05-44

CAN'T get up. Head and neck VERY HEAVY again.

2023-07-08 07-51-42

Corners of both eyes VERY ITCHY all of a sudden with NAGGING IDEA that the NONSTOP ITCH only means that "we see" to explain away or use as an excuse why these perps TORTURE me, which in reality is to INDUCE me to INJURE or better yet DAMAGE my own eyes.

Once I have gone BLIND, then I will be TOTALLY HELPLESS and their FORCED "offer of assistance" would then be counted as invaluable and the perps indipensable.

2023-07-08 10-47-27

LOUD ball DRIBBLING and AGGRESSIVE noises below by a vehicle.

2023-07-08 11-19-48

Feeling DROWSY so I lied down. MOLDY smell followed by a VERY ITCHY nose a few minutes after I sprayed some vinegar and turned on a dehumidifier.

2023-07-08 12-59-28

Woken up by SHARP PAINFUL urges to pee.

Toilet bowl Still FLOODED and VERY DIRTY and STINKY.   Sink still the SAME.

2023-07-08 18-07-58

Fell asleep again and woke up a few minutes ago with a VERY SORE lower back.

Toilet bowl still FLOODED and VERY DIRTY just like the sink.  Right knee being TORTURED with SHARP PAIN so I CAN'T hold up my backside while urinating.  I ended up SOILING my underclothes.

Music with LOUD FAST BASS beats starts somewhere below.

2023-07-08 21-26-45

Stomach sudden PAIN. Had to move my bowels on a pail since the toilet bowl is still FLOODED and STAGNANT near the edge.

Stomach still getting SORE afterwards (particularly the left side).

2023-07-09 04-26-45

CAN'T move or stand up. NAGGING IDEA making me do something while another is in opposition.

Toilet bowl still FLOODED and DIRTY.  The sink had finally drained by itself.

2023-07-09 06-01-49

Legs VERY SORE and PAINFUL even with magnetic anklets on. They felt also felt WEAK like before but not this PAINFUL.

It almost makes me feel like urinating.

2023-07-09 12-44-10

Woke up with VERY PAINFUL urges to pee.

Toilet bowl still FLOODED and DIRTY (and STINKY with an equally OVERFLOWING pail).

2023-07-09 13-08-18

SNEEZING a few minutes ago. Aggressive car NOISES below.

2023-07-09 14-03-26

Nonstop VERY ITCHY scalp all over.

LOUD basketball DRIBBLING SMASHING and SHOUTING by dhs. Felt pissed and SHOUTED back.

2023-07-09 18-19-03

Being INDUCED to feel VERY BAD and to CRY. I started to TALK BACK.

Old bluetooth speaker getting HACKED again.

2023-07-09 18-41-28

Vision OVERLY BLURRED again and CAN'T think or focus on what to do (simple chores, etc.).

2023-07-09 23-00-13
Stomach HURTS ON-OFF.  I HAVEN'T even eaten ANYTHING yet.  Recently, it's getting MORE FREQUENT that EVERYTHING I eat gives me a STOMACH ACHE.

2023-07-10 02-23-46

Some hours ago, felt my head get VERY SORE and my eyes STINGING and SORE. It felt just like the time when I was still being FORCED to take anti-depressant drugs.

I started getting PISSED and SHOUTED. I still feel PISSED and somewhat BREATHLESSNESS now. Been SHOUTING the word "asshole" every time I get that drug-like side- effects feeling.

2023-07-10 02-44-22

Noticed a LOT of sand-like brown DIRT on the tin can near my bed (where I lay my head) facing the window (with a screen).

Feeling VERY HEAVY and SORE at the back of my head and shoulders

2023-07-10 02-49-21

An ant STINGS my left arm (elbow pit) as I prepare to post the above online.

2023-07-10 16-58-55

Woken up by a group of kids running around the hallway. Stomach starts to HURT. VERY PAINFUL urges to pee also start.

Earlier woken up by VERY PAINFUL urges to pee.

2023-07-10 17-20-06

PAINFUL urges to pee stopped about a few minutes ago then started again now.

2023-07-10 17-23-26

Bluetooth speaker (another) getting HACKED AGAIN causing the audio files to get SCRATCHED and corrupted.  

Music (Hell's Bells) playing is now missing many segments and skipping many lyrics.

2023-07-10 20-42-53

Sudden power BLACK OUT.

2023-07-10 20-51-43

Power just came back on.

2023-07-10 21-28-35

Lower back, backside and legs SORE.  CAN'T move them properly.  Makes me feel like defecating.