2023-04-11-15: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2023-04-11 00-35-12

VERY HARD to stand up. Lower back and chest VERY SORE and HEAVY. Have been UNABLE to stand up (and stay up) and just sleeping the whole day.  

2023-04-11 00-56-19

VERY WARM almost SEARING feeling on my upper back and back of neck while trying to do a simple chore. 

VERY SWEATY now.

2023-04-11 07-29-51

Woke up. Left side of crotch being INDUCED to get ITCHY again. Got MORE ITCHY when I sat down to write this.

2023-04-11 07-37-39

Something HARD and STIFF starts on my lower back and chest when I try to stand up again.

2023-04-11 11-57-28

Woke up. Left eye CAN'T open properly. Seeing FLASHING lights. Woke up earlier but still DROWSY.

Back and lower back VERY SORE and HEAVY. Left hand and thumb VERY SORE and PAINFUL.

2023-04-11 12-03-41

Phone being MANIPULATED AGAIN. Closes by ITSELF.

2023-04-11 12-20-32

Something VERY WARM and PAINFUL cascading down my shoulders.

2023-04-11 12-28-01

Left eye still getting STUNG and TWITCHING now. FLOATERS in my right eye MORE visible for the past few days.

2023-04-11 12-36-05

LOUD ball DRIBBLING and SMASHING.

2023-04-11 13-06-32

Ball DRIBBLING NOISE stopped a few minutes ago then RESUMED again as soon as I wrote this.

2023-04-11 13-16-34

IDEAS getting echoed into my head with BAD feelings starting (chest getting SORE and TIGHT). I am NOT even saying ANYTHING.

2023-04-11 13-29-37

Having PAIN on my lower back and right side of my waistline. When I was able to finally stand up (GINGERLY) left nostril started to ITCH.

2023-04-11 16-44-11

Drinking water tastes WEIRD.  It was collected (and filtered) only a few minutes ago.

2023-04-11 17-15-58

Sudden PAINFUL STAB on my lower back while I was trying to plug in an electric cable.

2023-04-11 19-24-27

HARD to move my bowels. Lower abdomen does NOT seem to be moving AT ALL.

2023-04-11 19-53-56

Right hip, back of thigh, lower back and waistline HURTS and feels NUMB. Backside is SORE too.

2023-04-11 23-44-44

Lower left abdomen PAIN.  Right lower back followed.

2023-04-11 23-48-19

Left leg going NUMB.

2023-04-12 00-14-14

Hips feel NUMB.

2023-04-12 00-29-45

Lower right back HURTS. Backside feeling SORE AGAIN. Being FORCED to lie down.

2023-04-12 00-41-17

Legs VERY SORE PAINFUL and NUMB at the same time even while lying down.

Left side of back and chest VERY WARM and IITCHY.

2023-04-12 00-14-14

Hips feel NUMB.

2023-04-12 00-29-45

Lower right back HURTS. Backside feeling SORE AGAIN. Being FORCED to lie down.

2023-04-12 00-41-17

Legs VERY SORE and NUMB at the same time.

Left side of back and chest VERY WARM and IITCHY.

2023-04-12 01-10-44

Back of both thighs VERY STIFF PAINFUL and SORE.

2023-04-12 01-33-58

LOUD BASS background music starts to play from abs-cbn's room or a vehicle below.

2023-04-12 03-51-03

Sleeping ON-OFF. EVERYTHING still HURTS.

2023-04-12 03-55-28

VERY LOUD BANGING and SHOUTING next door at abs-cbn's room.

2023-04-12 05-51-34

Upon waking up VERY PAINFUL STABS on my VERY SORE thighs continue.  

Further STINGING STABS in my private area when I had PAINFUL URGES to pee.

2023-04-12 06-06-05

When I put on a waist band (with metal) to alleviate some of my back pain it OVERHEATS and the left side near my belly button starts to ITCH-STING UNCONTROLLABLY so much so that I had to take it off.

2023-04-12 11-15-06

Woke up. PAINFUL urges to pee promptly start. STINGING sensation on my left earlobe and foot.

A dh outside the window SNEEZING while saying "LECHE" repeatedly.

2023-04-12 11-49-55

INDUCED to move bowels

2023-04-12 15-22-42

Legs still VERY STIFF and NUMB. CAN'T move properly. ON-OFF DEBILITATING PAIN going on from my waist down.

CAN'T breathe properly.  

While moaning in PAIN a whore CHIDED or MOCKED ALOUD at the hallway.

2023-04-12 15-25-05

LOUD DRIBBLING has started.  Kids roaming around the upper hallways earlier.

2023-04-12 16-48-08

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee and even MORE painful when I expel.  

2023-04-12 21-52-38

Vision MORE BLURRED than usual. 

2023-04-12 22-45-30

Left hand VERY SORE. NONSTOP STING in my palate.

Feel some PRESSURE on my left eyeball.

2023-04-12 23-30-07

VERY SORE throat like I am about to get sick even if I have just been SLEEPING the whole day.

2023-04-13 02-50-13

SORE throat getting WORSE.

2023-04-13 03-16-07

SORE throat had diminished a bit but there's still SORENESS and a LOT of SWELLING when I swallow.

2023-04-13 03-38-20

Went to bed. Center of back or spine starts to HURT while lying down.

2023-04-13 05-15-21

Woken up by VERY PAINFUL urges to pee. Throat still VERY SORE. Lower left back molars VERY SORE. Have NOT BRUSHED my teerh for more than a week now.

Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY and starting to STINK.

2023-04-13 08-31-01

Woke up. VERY PAINFUL urges to pee promptly starts even if I didn't drink any water before going back to bed.

Palate and throat STILL VERY SORE.  Paracetamol DIDN'T seem to help at all.

Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED DIRTY and STINKING. My 1 kilo of laundry powder is about to get ALL used up AGAIN.

2023-04-13 13-09-56

Woke up a few minutes ago. Seemed to have rained while I was sleeping.  

LOUD FLOW of water near my window from an open drain pipe upstairs even when rain had already stopped. Sky is overcast and everything seems DARK.

Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY and STINKY.

Something STINGS (slightly) when I empty my bladder.

Throat is SWELLING and palate still STINGS. Nose starting to CLOG UP with phlegm. DRY COUGHS.

Lower and center of back, hips and waistline still VERY SORE and PAINFUL. CAN'T move my NUMB legs properly.  

I am supposed to repack and return an item today but I could BARELY MOVE. Even my fingers are VERY SORE.

2023-04-13 14-59-37

VERY SORE and PAINFUL from my lower ribcage up including chest and back of neck. Throat still SWELLING (SORE swallowing).

Lower back and back still PAINFUL.

2023-04-13 15-04-35

BANGING below (plastic pail).

2023-04-13 15-38-07

PAIN ALL OVER continues. My knees also HURT when I try to stand up.

2023-04-13 17-43-30

Woken up by continuous BANGING outside the window. Rain had turned into a medium steady downpour.

Small WELTS on the side of my left cheek.

2023-04-13 17-58-30

Sudden VERY SORE stomach. I feel like PUKING. PAIN ALL OVER continues. CAN'T stand up AGAIN.   Head VERY HEAVY too.

2023-04-13 18-59-56

NONSTOP NAGGING nonsense IDEAS in my head.  

PAIN ALL OVER continues.

2023-04-13 20-52-54

Woke up a few minutes ago. VERY PAINFUL urges to pee promptly start.

Still raining lightly. Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY. The water just goes round and round but NEVER goes down upon flushing.

Face (pretty much my whole body) is VERY WARM. Lower back and chest still VERY SORE and PAINFUL.

Ants CLIMBING UP my bed.

2023-04-13 21-02-00

Rainfall suddenly turned from light to moderate.

2023-04-13 21-12-09

CAN'T sit down long enough due to the PAIN in my lower back.

2023-04-13 21-17-44

Sudden LOUD BOOMING thunder.

2023-04-13 21-58-40

Had to lie down again due to PAINFUL lower back 

2023-04-14 00-37-49

Woke up.. VERY PAINFUL urges to pee AGAIN.

BODY TEMPERATURE went down considerably including the PAIN all over after I covered my head with anti-radiation caps.

Had to put on metal around chest and upper back to help diminish the EXCRUCIATING PAIN.

My EXPOSED hips thighs and lower back still SORE and PAINFUL however. CAN'T sit for a long time.

2023-04-14 00-48-29

LOUD NOISE somewhere below (hollow plastic container was thrown VIOLENTLY on the ground).

2023-04-14 10-09-39

Woke up. VERY PAINFUL urges to pee. Hips VERY SORE and PAINFUL.

More WELTS on my left thigh and on my lower back too.

Back and sides of my neck VERY PAINFUL and giving me a HEADACHE. It promptly stopped when I wrote this down.

Stomach SORE like I haven't eaten in years.

2023-04-14 10-39-20

Throat still SWELLING and feels VERY TIGHT when I cough.

Stomach feels BLOATED.

STINGS on my left upper thigh (near the knee) and below (backside) even when I just SPRAYED vinegar on the bed.

Rain had stopped and the sun is up.

2023-04-14 11-02-31

Stomach and back gets SORE and PAINFUL when I try to sit up longer than 15 mins or when I try to do something that involves longer sitting up or standing up.

CAN'T stand up straight either.

2023-04-14 11-35-12

Felt the center of my chest TIGHTENING then I start to WHEEZ and COUGH.

2023-04-14 11-44-32

PAINFUL STAB on the right side of my scalp when I try to stand up. More PAINFUL STABS when I wrote this.

STABS of PAIN in my palate I could feel it going thru my head. Causes my air passage to CONSTRICT and phlegm or mucus to form in my throat BLOCKING my air passage even MORE.

PAIN in my throat promptly diminished when I wrote this.

2023-04-14 11-55-27

PAIN in my head ALSO MOVES around when I move my head.

2023-04-14 12-43-35

VERY WARM top of head while I am feeling DIZZY.

2023-04-14 13-53-41

Left fingers STIFF and PAINFUL all of a SUDDEN.

2023-04-14 14-34-17

MORE induced CONSTRICTED COUGHS and HEADACHES when I post something online.

2023-04-14 15-33-23

NONSTOP ACHES CONTINUE all over my head.

2023-04-14 17-13-13

Woke up from a nap. Head still HURTS and even WORSE. Had to take off my anti-radiation cap but leaving the anti-UV on with some metal bands.

Kids SCREAMING since I fell asleep about an hour ago.

SCRAPING feeling in my stomach but I could barely get out of bed to get something to eat. Back of neck also feels VERY NUMB and I CAN'T seem to pull my ACHING head up.

NONSTOP PAINFUL TWITCHING STABS (like being electrocuted) on my left leg as I wrote the above.

2023-04-14 18-26-12

NONSTOP PAINFUL HEAD stabbing continues with induced MOTION SICKNESS and NAUSEA.

Vision MORE BLURRED than usual.  CAN'T watch TV as clearly like before.  I seem to be having DOUBLE VISTA as my eyeballs are being remotely TORTURED.

2023-04-14 19-39-50

Feel like my eyes are being SQUEEZED 

2023-04-15 02-41-04

NONSTOP PAINFUL STABS in my head, nose CONGESTION and PAINFUL dry coughs that's FORCING me to pee.  

CAN'T stand up long enough to wash dishes or do other chores and there's a big roach ROAMING the kitchen now. I have NOT brushed my teeth for about 5 days, have NOT bathed for over 6 months, have NOT done my laundry for OVER a year, and my room is still a BIG PILE of clutter.

Every time I think or feel like I am about to get something done finally, some EXTREME TORTURE like this happens and my routine (and plans) gets RUINED.   

ANNIHILATE and KILL ALL these perps and their bosses or financiers NOW.

2023-04-15 06-52-26

Woke up. VERY ITCHY throat and CLOGGED nose.

2023-04-15 06-59-29

Dh SNEEZING ALOUD OVER and OVER AGAIN just below the window when I went back to bed 

2023-04-15 10-30-23

Woke up with a VERY IRRITATED, ITCHY and SORE throat and palate. My nose is also partially CLOGGED UP.  

It's SO ITCHY (STINGS) that I have to BLOW my nose to try getting some relief. But every time I do so my left ear gets HURT real BAD like something is PIERCING it from the outside.  The amount of force in blowing my nose is NOT even that strong.

2023-04-15 13-11-54

Moved my bowels without a problem (about an hour ago). I haven't changed my water drinking habits (or the volume) since yesterday except that I had to keep drinking this morning due to a CLOGGED and VERY IRRITATED air passage.

I normally drink water when I wake up in the morning but I would usually get TWITCHES on my left leg or the water would TASTE WEIRD (whatever time of day or night I collected the water).

Temperamental toilet bowl has NOT changed, however.

2023-04-15 14-20-05

Head feels HEAVY and I CAN'T recall simple things like why I need to buy from the grocery or where I had placed personal (and memorable) items.

Some minutes ago, I got a WARNING (echoed into my head) or TAUNTING that a certain man (with flashes of the Indonesian guy on TV) will be arriving soon and that I should HOOK UP with this person and accept the REALITY that the only man who was EVER KIND to me was an Asian.

When I started to self-talk AGAINST a it, some kid shouted "NO" from somewhere above my window.

2023-04-15 14-34-12

Hair scalp VERY ITCHY after I wrote the above.

Earlier, SUBTLE STINGING in my nose causing it to ITCH but too CLOGGED UP and DRY to blow.

I keep FORGETTING details of what just happened that I need to post online.

2023-04-15 14-51-31

Nose starts to CLOG UP AGAIN.

2023-04-15 14-56-08

Just got STUNG on the right side of my crotch.

I somehow got reminded about how the perps (women or fags particularly) in the past would suddenly ask aloud "rape na lang? (rape preferred?)" when they pass me by for NO apparent REASON.

2023-04-15 15-07-10

Throat and nose starting to get SORE AGAIN and like they're being STUNG.

2023-04-15 18-53-16

Some minutes ago felt a SUDDEN DIZZINESS followed by an OVERWHELMING HEAVINESS (near faint) while in the toilet.

I can still feel the HEAVINESS right now.

2023-04-15 20-13-34

DON'T feel like drinking water anymore. Throat gets SHARPLY SORE, water TASTES WEIRD, nose CLOGS UP and head HURTS when I do out of thirst.

ANNIHILATE and KILL ALL these perps and their bosses or financiers NOW.