2023-02-23-28: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2023-02-23 13-29-04

Woke up some minutes ago. Promptly got a NAGGING IDEA to follow-up the delayed delivery of my order (TV) which seemed to have gotten STUCK at the warehouse for almost a week now.  

I CAN'T do anything else when this NAGGING starts.

After I did so, another (smaller) IDEA started to ACCUSE me that I was "told" before just to leave this issue with the marketplace platform management.

Now I CAN'T FOCUS or THINK and DON'T feel like doing ANYTHING AGAIN.

ANNIHILATE ALL these perps and their bosses NOW!

2023-02-23 17-02-54

VERY DIZZY still with stomach THREATENING to HURT when planning to order food online.

2023-02-23 17-17-22

Dhs SHOUTING with LOUD ball DRIBBLING and SMASHING NOISES continue since I woke up this afternoon, and following me around the room too

Lower ab HURTS as soon as I wrote the above.

2023-02-23 23-12-16

Left hand and arm VERY SORE and PAINFUL.

My whole teeth are VERY SORE.

2023-02-24 01-05-53

Head is starting to get VERY SORE and HEAVY AGAIN. Being FORCED to sleep.

Been WAITING the WHOLE day to finally be able to get up and do something. But ALL I did was sit down, eat, and watch TV (with no audio).

2023-02-24 08-39-23

Woken up by LOUD FLAK by an old woman from the abs-cbn's perps room.

Earlier this morning a female perp started SCREAMING from the same room.

2023-02-24 10-25-22

LOUD BANGING noise just below the window.

2023-02-24 10-47-55

Corners of both eyes VERY SORE and TENDER as I UNWITTINGLY SCRATCHED them RAW due to NONSTOP STINGING ITCH this morning.

2023-02-24 10-52-06

DON'T seem to feel too good about buying anything. 

LOUD ball DRIBBLING and dhs FLAK has started again.

2023-02-24 14-32-07

NONSTOP ISSUES CONTINUE about my attempts to purchase a TV or an audio extractor instead, as the audio extractor I purchased recently was defective with the local seller refusing to refund my payment (Php199) if I don't return the item first, despite agreeing to Refund-Only prior to my purchase.

VERY PAINFUL feelings in my chest like I am being FORCED to CRY over some IDEA that I prefer to GO AGAINST what a certain country wants to do.

2023-02-24 14-36-41

Feeling OVERLY EXHAUSTED now. Last night, read some news that seemed to GO AGAINST what I said (on one of my talk-backs vs the perps) a few days ago.  

Suddenly felt my chest GO VERY STIFF and PAINFUL for no reason and PAINFUL NAGGING and ACCUSING IDEAS in my head that EVERYTHING I said was a big fat LIE or some kind of BETRAYAL, SABOTAGE and UNDERMINING were happening again.

This was followed by a couple of male teenagers MOCKING as they passed below my window after I was FORCED to lie down (thru the usual DROWSY TORTURE sessions).

I found myself TALKING BACK at first, then started crying in DISBELIEF as it dawned on me that these perps are actually MORE PATHETIC than I thought and WHAT a GODDAM SHAME it is to be a part of this culture and for having espoused the same religious beliefs and traditions.

But the past few hours of DEHUMINIZING treatments and TORTURE such as EXTREME chest PAINS (with sexual sensations riding up my ass) for making a "wrong" purchase decision, the usual HARASSMENT and SENSITIZING NOISES, abs-cbn perps SNEAKING UP right outside my half-open door to say an IMPOSING "NO" while i was arguing my POINT thru loud self-talking, and the usual ARRIVAL of BEEPING VEHICLES had just PROVEN my point as to the kind of HARSH and NASTY BRICK WALL I am really surrounded with.

2023-02-24 15-10-17

Feeling VERY EXHAUSTED now and CAN'T seem to BREATHE properly. 

 

I believe these perps are now really just trying to KILL me thru INDUCED and PROVOKED UNCONTROLLABLE BOUTS of ANGER and RAGE, under the GUISE that they're really just TEASING and only MEAN WELL (with the sound of GIGGLES of seemingly innocent kids running around), while I am being MENTALLY and EXTERNALLY BOMBARDED with accusations, SEXUALLY INDUCED while in an ENRAGED state, and then TORTURED to sleep for "overreacting."

ANNIHILATE ALL these perps and their bosses NOW!

2023-02-24 16-15-20

Starting to feel SICK or NOT TOO GOOD again for NO REASON.

2023-02-24 17-07-58

DON'T feel like doing ANYTHING and LOST my appetite or CAN'T seem to want to eat. CAN'T seem to FEEL ANYTHING.

Right arm ALL the way to my shoulders and the side of my torso VERY SORE.

2023-02-24 18-03-03

SHOUTING and LOUD DRIBBLING and ball SMASHING continue for OVER 2 hours now.

Door SLAMMING from abs-cbn's perps room.  

2023-02-24 19-42-46

PAIN in my right shoulder, upper side of torso, and upper arm CONTINUES until I started making NOISES.  The PAIN stops then STARTS AGAIN.

2023-02-25 01-40-30

Head and back of neck SORE now.

2023-02-25 11-14-02

Woke up. Lower back VERY PAINFUL Lower left back molars VERY SORE. CAN'T and UNABLE to BRUSH my teeth or even use mouthwash before being FORCED to go to bed this morning.

Woken up earlier by LOUD FLAK outside the window.

2023-02-25 17-51-03

Dhs exaggerated SHOUTING for OVER an hour now.

ON-OFF SHARP HEADACHES and DIZZINESS start.

2023-02-26 01-59-27

As I stood up, something SHARP suddenly HIT my head causing a VERY PAINFUL SHARP MIGRAINE with my mouth promptly getting SORE and DRY at the same time.  

Had to immediately sit back down.

Back of head and neck also started to feel VERY WARM.

2023-02-26 02-06-28

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee start as I was posting the above.

2023-02-26 02-34-18

A vehicle making AGGRESSIVE NOISES just outside the window a few minutes ago.

Felt something PAINFUL HIT my forehead this time when I entered the toilet. HEADACHES with my eyes getting HEAVY and I seem to be getting CROSS-EYED.

Earlier, I got HIT at the top of my head while facing the outer wall of the toilet.

2023-02-26 12-25-45

Woke up. Noises from the room next door (puffer fish's or abs-cbn's) while I was in the toilet.

2023-02-26 13-51-20

Nonstop ball SMASHING from the court below and BANGING noises from the abs-cbn perps' room since I woke up.

2023-02-26 21-05-45

The OVERALL noise only stopped a few minutes ago together with a certain vehicle THROTTLING its motor OVER and OVER like a NOISY race car.

My newly purchased small table on the bed which I have NOT SEEN any ants on for the past few days (even with exposed leftover food on it), SUDDENLY started SWARMING with ants yesterday due to an empty can of salty food.

The SAME empty can, however, WAS NOT even being touched, and in fact getting BYPASSED, by similar termite ants when left on the sink counter, which ants (and roaches) FREQUENT MORE.

2023-02-26 21-51-31

Just noticed the warts which suddenly started cropping up a few days ago, after a NONSTOP induced MUSCLE and JOINTS PAIN in my left arm, which lasted for days.

The warts, located on the soft skin of my "elbow pit" seem to be SPREADING for some reason despite my scraping them off then spraying them with STINGING vinegar, which usually worked in most cases.

I also noticed that this "SURGE" or sudden PERSISTENCE seem to happen whenever I am wearing the magnet bracelets which were returned to me by my sister who didn't want them anymore. It was brought to me in a (unsealed) plastic container by my mother.

My sister finds it IRRITATING and IRRATIONAL when I ask her to "tamper-proof seal" the food she asks my mother to bring over. Now the religious perps, apparently, also TARGET and SABOTAGE the items being brought to me by my own mother who is a very religious follower of this "cult."

There is really NO END to their HYPOCRISY and PERVERSION.

ANNIHILATE ALL these perps and their bosses NOW BEFORE they DO ANYTHING WORSE PLEASE!

2023-02-26 23-29-19

Left side of my chest (almost near the armpit and along the flank) VERY SORE and PAINFUL. The rest of my left upper arm also starting to go NUMB with PAIN.

2023-02-27 07-30-46

Head VERY HEAVY. UNABLE to brush teeth again for about 5 days now.

2023-02-27 12-11-45

Have TROUBLE connecting ONLINE. Signal getting BLOCKED.

2023-02-27 16-07-25

Sudden VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee.

LOUD ball DRIBBLING since I woke up (I was just trying to ignore it) around 12 PM.

2023-02-27 17-05-26

ON-OFF PAIN in my chest and the back of my ears or neck when I stand up to do something or look at some clutter.  

There's a corresponding BAD NAGGING IDEA that QUICKLY comes and goes which gives me the impression that the clutter around me is a DAUNTING and PAINFULLY DIFFICULT task.

2023-02-27 17-11-14

LOUD ball DRIBBLING and SMASHING continues with dhs SHOUTING now.

2023-02-27 21-53-22

Sudden SHARP NOISE outside the hallway (abs-cbn perps' room) with a JOLT to my chest.

2023-02-27 22-12-30

While at the kitchen washing dishes, I feel lighter without the HEAVY feeling in my head.  

But there's an ON-OFF SHARP HEADACHE just above my ears while SORE and STIFF PAIN was STARTING UP just above the right side of my waistline, flank, shoulder and towards my arm.

I had to stop what I was doing, sit down and write about this.

2023-02-27 22-22-03

Underside of my upper right arm VERY SORE and NUMB now.

2023-02-27 22-33-39

Right shoulder VERY PAINFUL now.

2023-02-28 10-50-06

Woken up by some FLAK outside the window.

[usual noise which I DIDN'T bother writing about being preoccupied purchasing online due to a sale event]

ANNIHILATE ALL these perps and their bosses NOW!