2023-02-06-11: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2023-02-06 03-36-43

Preparing for bed.

2023-02-06 13-00-2023-02-06 21-32-09 WENT OUT then came back in a few seconds. No exploding noise or sound downstairs from the main power circuit.

2023-02-06 20-09-01

HEAD VERY HEAVY and getting DISORIENTED like getting SEDATED again. CAN'T get up or focus on what I need to do.

2023-02-06 21-32-09

Stomach getting VERY SORE with a growing HEADACHE. Having PHOTOSENSITIVITY.

Self-talking for OVER 3 hours now with LOTS of IDEAS pouring in.

2023-02-07 00-30-58

Head is getting VERY SORE AGAIN and mouth is DRY. HEAVY PALPITATIONS, INDIGESTION and BREATHLESSNESS start. TROUBLE burping. CAN'T do much of anything else after a meal as DROWSINESS also sets in.

CONTINUOUS self-talking due to NONSTOP IDEAS still.

2023-02-07 02-41-46

HEAD getting VERY HEAVY and SORE again.

IDEAS and self-talking continue.

2023-02-07 03-30-59

CAN'T FOCUS and THINK on what to do as a SORE and STINGING sensation on my eyes is FORCING me to close them.

SORE and PAINFUL ON-OFF sensation in my head and chest KEEPS me from standing up to do what I need to do like simply putting away an item I just unpacked, and to continue upacking another one.

I HAVEN'T done ANYTHING else ALL day except cook and eat 1 meal while talking to myself in an endless ramble as I get PAINFUL STABS in the head with LINGERING VERY heavy and sore sensations (to make me SHUT UP).

ALL this due to the absence of a functioning TV set (which acts as a distraction from these LONG self-talks) after the perps EMPd the old one about 3 days ago, and sellers were giving me a HARD TIME and insulting me for asking too many questions while trying to buy a new one.

It took me about a week to buy another one. But it's not a TV but a computer monitor, as the rest of the sellers (who weren't insulting) were already offering too expensive models.

2023-02-07 05-22-15

VERY PISSED OFF about the NONSTOP RAMBLINGS in my head about the perps around me (while being PAINFULLY TORTURED in the head) and started TALKING about it.

2023-02-07 05-28-43

Big and medium sized ROACHES coming out of nowhere and FEASTING on the DIRTY floor of the toilet for about 3 or MORE days now.

I am still UNABLE to clean it even after buying a floor scrubber, due to these recurring NONSTOP FORCED sleep, PAINFUL paralysis with DIZZINESS, and now these LONG self-talks which DISTRACTS me from the NONSTOP TORTURE that makes my eyes OVERLY BLURRED or PHOTOSENSITIVE, while making me VERY DISORIENTED and FORCES me to stay seated on the bed for a LONG time.

2023-02-07 13-50-15

Woke up around 11 AM.  

What FELT like something highly UNFAVORABLE last night (with a NAGGING IDEA that I don't have money anymore), for instance, ordering a certain item online, seemed fine now. But the voucher for the free shipping promo had already EXPIRED.

These are the SUBTLE PAIN-TORTURE feelings or sensations that I CAN'T seem to put a finger on which MANIPULATES my decisions almost EVERYDAY.

ANNIHILATE ALL these perps and their masters NOW!

2023-02-07 15-07-37

Right shoulder VERY SORE and EXCRUCIATINGLY PAINFUL with DULL NUMBING PAIN on the side of my chest.

2023-02-07 15-24-17

TROUBLE breathing. Have TROUBLE even sitting up.

2023-02-07 15-24-17

TROUBLE breathing. Have TROUBLE even sitting up.

2023-02-07 16-47-08

Still CAN'T stand long enough and move without PAIN inspite of all the magnets and metallic straps around me.

2023-02-07 16-49-42

PAIN on my left side seems to be waning. Dh flak somewhere below saying the word "bobo" LOUDER before his voice trailed off.

2023-02-07 21-11-12

FREQUENTLY recurring BANGING noises from puffer fish's and abs-cbn's perp rooms next door.

2023-02-08 13-37-29

UNNATURALLY TOO BREATHLESS and TIRED after cleaning up and carrying my busted (by EMP) old model (carthode) 10-12 inch TV to the door for the guard to take out, to make way for the delivered TV/computer monitor (paid by my sister).

2023-02-08 13-47-04

SUDDEN OVERWHELMING breathlessness and heaviness.

2023-02-08 14-40-34

Felt something VERY DISAGREEABLE in my chest when I saw the image (face) of a good-looking 50-yr old man on social media.  

The BAD feeling DIDN'T come from me.

2023-02-08 15-21-55

Self-talking due to VERY ANGRY IDEAS about the long incumbent foreign community here.

2023-02-08 17-43-42

Had a meal about 1-2 hours ago. Still having some form of INDIGESTION now.

2023-02-08 19-38-20

Feeling VERY PISSED while having a NONSTOP ANGRY (over an hour) self-talk against the perps and what they did in the past. UNNATURAL HEAVY palpitations had also started after a short while.

A perp from the puffer fish room came out then quietly got back a few minutes later SLAMMING the door after them with a JOLT to my already HEAVILY PALPITATING chest.

2023-02-09 16-52-54

Woke up around 4 PM. Woke up 2X earlier due to some noise.

2023-02-09 17-45-39

NONSTOP FLAK being echoed into my head. CAN'T stand up.

2023-02-09 19-10-00

Phone ACTING UP AGAIN.

2023-02-09 20-15-42

Getting HUNGRY. Head gets VERY HEAVY and SORE when I go to the kitchen. Had to sit back down.

Someone goes out of puffer fish's room. Plastic shuffling from abs-cbn's doorway.

2023-02-09 20-19-16

Head still HEAVY and a bit SORE while sitting down.

2023-02-09 20-27-02

Left arm and hand VERY STIFF and SORE all of a SUDDEN.

2023-02-09 20-27-02

Left arm and hand VERY STIFF and SORE all of a SUDDEN.

2023-02-09 21-01-49

Feeling RAVENOUS (with subtle PAIN in my chest or head) all of a sudden while at the kitchen starting to prepare a small meal.  

CAN'T FOCUS on what to do or even cook.

2023-02-10 05-19-00

OVERWHELMING tiredness. CAN'T move AT ALL. TOO UNNATURALLY breathless. All I did was unbox a (17") PC monitor and set up a 1-level shelf for it.

Left fingers VERY UNNATURALLY SORE and STIFF.  Had to wrap a magnet over it for some relief.

2023-02-10 08-14-28

Woke up a few minutes ago. NONSTOP hyperacidity since I went to bed this morning.

2023-02-10 09-29-47

Hyperacidity and bloating CONTINUES. Stomach being INDUCED to GROWL and GROAN now.

2023-02-10 16-49-48

Having A LOT of TROUBLE with a seller who sold me a pc monitor by LYING it has built-in speakers.  

After going round and round asking me IRRELEVANT info (obviously trying to PISS me off) when I was trying to figure out what the problem was, the seller REFUSED to REFUND my payment (even partially) when I asked for it.

Someone below SLAPPING HARD a rod OVER and OVER again TIMED to what I was reading (researching) on my mobile phone as if in agreement or trying to drive a point.

2023-02-10 17-13-31

Earlier kids SHOUTING in choppy English started to play right outside the window just as the seller was trying to PISS me off.

I then started to FEEL a sensation UP my ASS. I started SHOUTING BACK.

2023-02-11 00-49-16

So PISSED OFF while SHOUTING with induced CONTRICTIONS in my throat to make me CHOKE.  

I feel like my brain is about to EXPLODE.

PAINFUL STABS behind my left ear after I wrote the above.

2023-02-11 09-19-06

Woken up about 2-3 times by puffer fish's door getting OPENED and CLOSED NOISILY.

2023-02-11 09-23-08

MORE NOISES from the same room.

2023-02-11 09-33-31

Still DROWSY with something HEAVY on my eyes. CAN'T get up. Nose starts to get VERY ITCHY and I was able to get up to blow my nose. VERY PAINFUL URGE to urinate follows.

2023-02-11 11-23-51

NAGGING (and PAINFUL) IDEAS about an item that will be returned to a seller.

2023-02-11 11-58-51

Right nostril VERY ITCHY all of a sudden. NONSTOP HARD SNEEZING follows.

2023-02-11 12-01-42

Left nostril getting STUNG when I reached for my mobile phone when I remembered I needed to do something.

When I woke up this morning, saw my 2-3 yr old electric fan (standing) had stopped working (while I slept) even when it was hooked up to an AVR.

2023-02-11 12-05-39

PUNGENT smell coming from somewhere. Right nostril and palate getting MORE IRRITATED with a STINGING-ITCHY sensation.

2023-02-11 13-03-00

FORCED to stop while I was about to put away some food packing off the bed after I finished eating.  Subtle PAIN seems to be directed on the chest and the back of my neck.

Started HARD SNEEZING after I wrote the above.  Nose starts to CLOG UP.

2023-02-11 16-39-36

Had to promptly buy a new fan to replace the one that just got busted for some unknown reason. Had to use the rebate I got just recently.

It was making some WEIRD NOISES last night (or the other day) but I was TOO DROWSY to notice anything different.  

2023-02-11 21-49-24

Having INDUCED INDIGESTION now after eating 2 plant-based burgers with spaghetti.

2023-02-11 22-57-35

INDUCED to move my bowels again for the 2nd time. VERY SORE underside now.

ANNIHILATE ALL these perps and their bosses NOW!