2021-05-15-19: Mafia & TORTURING Retards In My Backyard

2022-05-15 00-20-09

Woke up a few minutes ago and can FINALLY get up.  Stomach muscles all the way to the back SORE.

2022-05-15 02-51-39

CAN'T check out from an online shopping platform. Kept getting error messages of TOO MUCH UNNATURAL online traffic detected.

Have tried checking out 5 times. Have been using same vpn connection.

2022-05-15 11-49-16

DULL PAIN in my lower left back molar/s when I gargle with drinking water.

Crease or fold underneath my left chest TOO SWEATY AGAIN with VERY ITCHY STINGING WOUNDS from previous rashes REOPENING.

2022-05-15 12-42-57

BREATHLESS and chest VERY SORE like i am being FORCED to cry even if I DON'T feel like it with something STUCK in my throat.

2022-05-15 13-12-26

Raining now.  EXAGGERATEDLY LOUD thunder.

2022-05-15 15-19-52

Rain had stopped.  Turned a (newly bought) anti-pest device on.  Head starts to HURT. Feel like VOMITING.  Had to lie down.  Just lying down the WHOLE DAY. 

2022-05-15 15-19-52

Head HURTS. Feel like VOMITING. Just lying down the WHOLE DAY 

2022-05-15 15-28-05

SORE feeling in my stomach.

2022-05-15 21-55-25

Woke up a few mins ago. Both hips and sides of my waistline VERY SORE and PAINFUL. I could BARELY walk when I first got up.

2022-05-16 00-01-47

NONSTOP NAGGING feeling that I have to buy some items right now. I CAN'T shake off the feeling and had been sitting here for more than 2 hrs now.

2022-05-16 08-07-23

CAN'T think. BRAIN seemed to FREEZE. Been trying to figure something out but I keep having MENTAL BLOCKS or just CAN'T RECALL what I just saw and so everything just goes ROUND and ROUND in my head.

I CAN'T feel anything from my neck up until I started to write this down.

2022-05-16 09-16-00

Sound of a bike's motor outside the compound being ECHOED in my head and ears making it seem to be nearby. Felt VERY HEADY and HEAVY, and my head RATTLED.

2022-05-16 11-33-11

HEADACHE starting ALL OVER my scalp together with STINGING and VERY WARM feeling from the back of my head and downwards. 

Plastic pail slamming outside the window below where the nearby faucet is.

2022-05-16 11-42-16

Feel like PUKING.

2022-05-16 14-18-22

Head HURTS AGAIN. DON'T feel like going to bed yet after sleeping the WHOLE DAY yesterday.  Feel like PUKING with stomach starting to get SORE.

Preparing to take a bath but had to sit back down due to the PAIN.

2022-05-16 15-18-51

Just played some games on my phone while waiting for PAIN to dissipate. PAIN still LINGERING. Goes UP AND DOWN from my head down to my stomach then back.

CAN'T keep my head UPRIGHT.  Had to lean back on the cabinet behind me.

2022-05-16 15-27-11

Still CAN'T stand up. Back of neck VERY LIMP and PAINFUL..  Chest VERY PAINFUL too  Lower left back molar VERY SORE. Still have NOT brushed teeth 

My sister and mother will be arriving a day from now and I still HAVE NOT started clearing some of the clutter in the room and taken a bath (as she had been expecting).

2022-05-16 15-46-34

Had to lie down.  Started SNEEZING.  Left nostril being STUNG.

2022-05-16 15-50-22

Had to sit up to blow my runny nose but still feel VERY HEAVY and DROWSY, and STIFF now.

2022-05-16 16-05-34

Back molars still SORE.

2022-05-16 17-15-44

PAIN at the back of my neck all the way down my back CONTINUES.  I feel VERY SORE STIFF and HEAVY as if any move will result to STABS of PAIN.

2022-05-16 17-24-53

Lied down. Not sure what to do next.

2022-05-17 00-54-12

Woke up around 11 PM with a SORE back. Woke up earlier but CAN'T get up for some reason. Can't recall if it was due to the PAIN in my back or DROWSINESS or both.

2022-05-17 00-59-31

Still NO long term hourly work or tasks available.

2022-05-17 03-20-53

CAN'T connect online using a VPN on my computer.

2022-05-17 03-33-01

Able to connect now.  

2022-05-17 03-59-06

Computer FREEZING.  It UNFREEZED as soon as I wrote this 

2022-05-17 04-02-26

Computer FROZE AGAIN. Froze on a certain webpage that shows the words "EMO NIGHT Be Sad".

2022-05-17 04-08-25

Short-term tasks that I was about to work on suddenly DISAPPEARED when ther computer unfroze.

2022-05-17 04-52-01

PAIN at the back of my head. Feeling TOO COLD.

2022-05-17 09-59-37

Computer being MANIPULATED.

2022-05-17 11-16-50

Mobile phone connection getting BLOCKED by some app which I DIDN'T activate.

2022-05-17 12-42-57

UNNATURALLY warm feeling on the back of my head and down my back has started. I haven't even had any meal yet.

I still HAVE NOT resumed in decluttering the room or even taking a bath.  My sister and mother will be back tomorrow.

2022-05-17 14-13-17

Just drank some water and BLOATING PROMPTLY started.  SORE and STIFF back and stomach. CAN'T stand up straight. HEADACHE and BREATHLESSNESS start.

Ate some peanuts a few minutes ago but this never happened before.  Perps TORTURING me to sleep again and NOT DO ANYTHING (not even take a bath).  I have NOT taken a BATH for over 6 months.

2022-05-17 16-33-43

UNNATURALLY LOUD bursts of thunder just above my window with only a trickle of rainfall.

2022-05-17 23-10-09

Woke up.

2022-05-18 05-19-31

Right shoulder and chest having SORE SHARP PAIN.

2022-05-18 09-19-23

Taking a bit of rest after cleaning up and sorting some stuff from the clutter in my room.

Feeling something WARM and SORE at the back of my head all the way down to my shoulder blades.

2022-05-18 09-52-07

Got an error message from the free vpn app which I have been regularly using that my device had reached its usage limit.  Went back to normal when I restarted it.

2022-05-18 13-26-20

SORE STINGING PAIN at the back and near the top of my head. DRIBBLING also starts.  

Steel slamming NOISE at the hallway meant to give me a JOLT.

2022-05-18 13-48-43

Just had a light meal. Corner of left eye VERY ITCHY and lower left back molar starting to get SORE again.

2022-05-18 13-52-09

Both eyes starting to ITCH. My ITCHY left eye feels like it's SWELLING. CAN'T feel my nose when I pinch it. Palate inside my mouth starting to ITCH and STING.

2022-05-18 14-05-23

Nose and palate VERY ITCHY now. Blowing nose doesn't help. I start SNEEZING.

2022-05-18 14-09-16

Banging NOISE just outside the window like an empty can being kicked around.

2022-05-18 14-37-11

ON-OFF SUDDEN HARD sneezing. Nose starting to CLOG UP too which is quite UNNATURAL.

2022-05-18 16-41-35

A few mins ago I paused for a few seconds while standing and AGGRESSIVE noises start from the end of the hallway.

Earlier felt similar PINCH or STING in the head and I suddenly felt DIZZY and TOTTERED a bit to my left. Felt that WARM feeling on my neck soon after.

2022-05-18 17-04-46

TOO MANY pauses when I was in the middle of sorting more stuff.  

Someone had just arrived at puffer fish's room.

2022-05-18 17-10-29

Feeling TOO DROWSY now.

2022-05-19 00-59-31

Woke up around 11 PM. Lower left back molar still getting SORE ON-OFF.

CAN'T seem to update apps on my other (new) phone.

2022-05-19 01-39-32

Now it's my older phone that CAN'T download any updates. It was fine awhile ago.

2022-05-19 01-47-21

FREEZING apps or BLOCKING phones internet connection shifts from one phone to the other.

A dh said "hi" somewhere near the window.

2022-05-19 02-37-45

I was about to go offline some mins ago (online interferences had seemingly stopped when I wrote and was about to post my notes online) after updating my new phone's launcher app.  

My phone suddenly went to a BLANK screen when I clicked on the button to update the app. It then SHUT DOWN and CAN'T seem to BOOT back up.

It showed a system message that my phone GOT CORRUPTED. It only booted back up again after I tried to restart it or chose "Try It Again" on the system menu instead of "Factory Reset".

Somewhere below, dhs start to flak or discuss something quietly.

2022-05-19 02-42-12

Just finished a light meal. Corner of left eye started to get VERY ITCHY AGAIN followed by both eyes.

2022-05-19 03-59-58

Just finished soaking up my underpants and shorts (and 2 others that need more soaking) after I moved my bowels some minutes ago. It was a sudden urge but I was unaware that it also soiled my underpants a bit.

2022-05-19 04-06-21

Feeling a DULL sensation on my left flank which makes my left leg HURT.

2022-05-19 05-46-02

My backside getting MORE SORE. I feel like I am about to move my bowels again due to the PAIN.

2022-05-19 08-31-28

COULDN'T get up. Something on my back and legs. Lower left back molars CONSTANTLY HURTING.

2022-05-19 09-15-23

CAN'T get up to brush teeth. Molars still HURT ON-OFF.

2022-05-19 15-52-34

Dramatics whoring club (female chapter) doing their NOISE aggression next door while I was at the kitchen and finally able to get up to brush my teeth.  

I retaliate by banging on my door. Puffer fish (assaulting) whore suddenly starts to ACT OUT and FLAKS angrily behind her door while talking to similar sounding NOISY whores who were doing the RACKET in another unit just across the hall.

2022-05-19 16-46-38

Dhs start their usual RACKET with HOOTING.  Left shoulder blade start to STING and ITCH.