2019-04-29: Mafia & Retards in My Backyard Chronicles

2019-04-29_08-57-10
Accidentally STEPPED on one of my 2nd generation baby snails.

Left them on the side of the sink for a few mins to attend to fixing the tub filter.  They all seemed CALM and GOING ABOUT the smaller tempo tub. 

My mother was preparing to leave for the market and doing something near the sink. 

When she left i finished the filter and went back to the sink.  That's when i felt a CRUNCH on my right foot.  DIDNT EVEN HEAR any sound that something fell on the floor.

2019-04-29_17-13-55
Trying to feed my poor GNARLED and WEAK baby snail with only 1/4 shell left.

Dhs started some munutes ago.  Catcalls, mocking, chiding.

2019-04-29_18-11-56
Dhs HOOT as i self-talk re my poor baby snail.

2019-04-29_18-30-23
Looking at the Scribbloo page.  Still CANT PUSH MYSELF to GET AN ASSIGNMENT and to START writing.

It's like there's a WARNING in my head that's STOPPING ME.  I CAN'T THINK and EVERYTHING SEEMS DIFFICULT.  Even the outline for a certain project i was planning to take which i typed into my notepad DISAPPEARED. 

The Postloop forum dashboard kept LOGGING ME OUT as i tried to read on HOW TO GET A GOOD RATING.  Otherwise i WON'T GET PAID if i get a rating less than 3.71.

I'm currently at 0. I'm not even sure if I'm already APPROVED to earn.  It should have been within 24 hrs upon making the first 10 posts to undergo review for approval.

It's been a WEEK now.  Already sent them a message 5 days ago but still NO REPLY.

There was no mention of how to get a good rating though or if i have to get approved first.