2019-04-23-24: Mafia & Retards in My Backyard Chronicles

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Feeling VERY HEAVY and LETHARGIC.  Head hurts or gets SORE and HEAVY when I try to CLEAR FILES from my phone (so i can take videos on our way to Laguna and back).

CANT MOVE.  HEAVY PALPITATIONS.  CANT BREATHE PROPERLY. 

As soon as i wrote this i FELT SOMETHING LOOSEN in my chest.

NAGGING IDEAS OPPOSING EACH OTHER.  One wants me to start packing and NOT BOTHER with ANYTHING ELSE while the other wants me TO TAKE IT EASY.

2019-04-23_19-22-28
Feeling VERY SORE, TIRED and SLEEPY after just hand washing 8 pieces of innerwear and feeding my snails.

Have NOT EVEN PACKED for our out-of-town tomorrow.

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CANT THINK.  Still haven't packed.

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PAIN on lower back.  VERY HEAVY chest.  CANT BREATHE.  CANT THINK.  CANT PACK properly for the trip. 

2019-04-23_21-36-02
VERY PAINFUL and HEAVY CHEST.  HEAVY PALPITATIONS.  Vision VERY BLURRED.

2019-04-23_23-28-21
Went to bed LATE AGAIN.  Just finished some packing.   Meanwhile my mother is ALL HYPER right now and doing a lot of stuff.  Wont turn off the light.

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CANT SLEEP.

2019-04-24_01-49-30
Woken up by something.  Motor bike revving up ALOUD.

My mother is also awake.

2019-04-24_04-03-25
Woke up.

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