Silent No More

2024-12-01 09-48-14 VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee starts AGAIN followed by DROWSINESS  2024-12-01 10-47-52 Woke up with a VERY PAINFUL URGE to PEE. Sky is OVERCAST and there's a drizzle. 2024-12-01 11-34-52 VERY PAINFUL right arm and elbow starting. 2024-12-01 12-44-01 Right arm and torso still VERY SORE. I couldn't MOVE my arm without any PAIN. It feels HEAVY. 2024-12-01 13-12-08 Just finished a meal. Upper lip still TAUT and getting BURNED. Right arm and torso still EXTREMELY PAINFUL and SORE. ==================== 2024-12-01 13-55-11 Still CAN'T DO ANYTHING due to the DEBILITATING PAIN to my right with ON-OFF extreme DROWSINESS. 2024-12-01 13-58-14 Stomach starts to HURT when I wipe the screen of my tablet. Upper lip still VERY DRY and STINGS when wet. 2024-12-01 15-03-10 Woke up. Fell asleep some minutes ago. Stomach and backside starts to HURT. 2024-12-01 15-30-50 Just had LBM. Toilet still CLOGGED and FILTHY. The BURN (or SCALDING) on my upper lip (left side) is get...

2024-11-28 00-04-06 Extremely PAINFUL SORE and STIFF right side of neck (near the back). I was UNAWARE of it. But I CAN'T seem to feel my right arm6 anymore ! 🙄9-/1)@ until I started pressing against and using metal objects to massage the muscles on my neck. I can only feel a DULL sensation when I massage or even pinch the muscle and bone in some parts of my arm.   A wound on my inner arm (just below the elbow) that started out as some ITCHY insect bite is now TENDER to the touch and a bit SWOLLEN. It has formed a THICK SCAB but remains PINKISH inside and a bit PAINFUL when massaged. *unnecessary/inappropriate character/s, weird spellings or words were suddenly auto typed in by my HACKED phone's cursor while I was writing the above. 2024-11-28 00-38-00 I can almost feel the muscles in my arm now when I rub my hand on them. But the DULL STIFF sensation keeps starting AGAIN unless I keep PRESSING a metal object HARD against my neck. I can also feel something WARM seemingly...

2024-11-23 01-28-02 Wound just below my right elbow still has NOT HEALED properly. The MOIST scab had fallen off revealing RAW and ITCHY (pink) skin.   The area surrounding the wound feels ITCHY too but I CAN'T seem to FEEL them even when I PINCH or SCRATCH. There's no torturous numb pain going on in my shoulder or upper torso extremeties at the moment. 2024-11-23 02-42-07 TV screen WON'T STOP going ON-OFF EVERY TIME I look or I start WATCHING. 2024-11-23 02-48-13 TV screen gets even MORE ERRATIC. NONSTOP HARD SNEEZING now. 2024-11-23 03-37-42 Nose still getting STUNG, VERY RUNNY and SORE (from my blowing it). My TV screen DIDN'T STOP going ON-OFF until the film (Shall We Dance with JLo) was over some minutes ago. I am now watching The Whistleblower (Weisz). No TV disruption. 2024-11-23 03-41-37 SNEEZING NONSTOP AGAIN soon after I wrote the above  2024-11-23 04-03-26 Left hip and the whole side (waistline, stomach, backside, lower ab) getting SORE and WARM. 2024-11-2...

2024-11-18 14-15-16 Upper right torso and extremeties EXTREMELY PAINFUL and NUMB. Right arm HEAVY and VERY STIFF. Have TROUBLE and in such PAIN typing on or using my mobile phone. VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee some minutes ago. Toilet still FILTHY and DOESN'T FLUSH adequately and properly. 2024-11-18 15-07-51 CAN'T THINK properly. Everything looks HAZY and CAN'T FOCUS while the SORE NUMB PAIN in my private area goes ON-OFF making me feel like I need to urinate again any time soon. 2024-11-18 17-10-52 Brain NOT working about 30 minutes ago. CAN'T THINK and there's a MASSIVE but SUBTLE PAIN or BLOCKAGE in my chest, with STEADY and constant SORE feeling at the back of my neck. So I ended up just washing dishes as a vehicle played LOUD BEAT music below or near the toilet. SHARP PAIN in my private area when I urinated promptly after there was just a HINT but no EXTREMELY PAINFUL RUSH or URGE to pee yet. 2024-11-18 19-54-35 VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee starts. Have NOT DRAN...

2024-11-14 07-29-53 Woke up with a VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee. Nose starts to ITCH and gets STUFFY  Have TROUBLE POSTING on a certain blogging app.  2024-11-14 08-02-57 VERY DIZZY all of a SUDDEN as my nose continues to ITCH.  2024-11-14 10-15-49 Being FORCED to go to sleep again even when I just woke up a few minutes ago with same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee.  While in the toilet in a DAZED state, IDEAS start to enter my head about an election that happened recently in another country followed by a TAPPING NOISE coinciding with the words "IT'S TOO LATE," that was playing in my audio file. I started TALKING BACK again due to a VERY IRRITATING feeling and a guard suddenly came up, talking on his radio, as he walked past my door. Corners of both eyes VERY and UNCONTROLLABLY ITCHY again  2024-11-14 10-27-21 VERY DIZZY and CANADA CAN'T get up or DO ANYTHING. *unnecessary/inappropriate character/s, weird spellings or words were suddenly auto typed in by my HACKED phone's...

2024-11-05 13-26-04 Feeling STUCK AGAIN like my whole head is WRAPPED in a SUFFOCATING blanket and my brain CAN'T MOVE. 2024-11-05 15-41-12 VERY PAINFUL URGE and RUSH to pee as soon as I got in the toilet.   Toilet bowl VERY DIRTY (remotely INDUCED to move my bowels this morning) and still NOT FLUSHING but just goes down VERY SLOWLY. Had to start using a water PAIL or BUCKET. 2024-11-05 17-07-16 Packages were brought up by one of the guards (without notifying me first) while I was having a meal.   99oookiokooo99o9 These parcels were OVER DELAYED from getting picked up (by me) as I couldn't STICK to my ROUTINE and personal SCHEDULED plan of having them brought up (once they've accumulated at the guard house) due to these NONSTOP TORTURES. Once I look at the UNOPENED parcels STACKED against the door, I get a VERY WARM (almost BURNING) feeling in my head, overall bodily HEAVINESS, and/or a HEADACHE. Teenage kids start a RACKET (MOCKING or CHALLENGING verbal noise) near...

2024-11-09 13-23-52 LOUD HEAVY BASS beating music RESUMES playing again from outside the door. Started this morning soon after I woke up. It got LOUDER just now. Starting to feel OVERLY HUNGRY now.   ON-OFF subtle PAIN MOVING around my lower ab trying to TRIGGER another PAINFUL URGE to pee. I CAN'T MOVE or decide what to do as I wait for the PAINFUL URGE to start all over again. I just urinated ABOUT AN HOUR AGO (forgot to take note). 2024-11-09 13-47-07 EXTREME SHARP-SORE PAIN in my right shoulder when I wrapped a band (with metal) around my chest to help diminish the GNAWING PAIN on the side of my right chest. 2024-11-09 14-37-38 EXTREMELY PAINFUL URGES to pee again a few minutes ago. Started SHOUTING after I was being FORCED to sit and urinate in a HALF-FULL FILTHY toilet bowl by PAINFULLY FORCING me to pee in my pants then FORCING me to GIGGLE with some sensation below my chest.   Just like what happened before after I got sexually ASSAULTED in a car. 2024-...