Silent No More

2021-05-01 03-56-16 Went to bed.  Left middke finger (sprained) VERY PAINFUL until i place it next to a metal rod. LOUD music can still be heard from next door. 2021-05-01 10-33-15 Woke up around 8:30.  I seemed to have SCRATCHED my left hip raw.  NOT feeling any pain.  2021-05-01 11-00-04 OVERLY WARM.  Tried to open the door but feeling SORE EVERY TIME i go near to unlock the main door.  Chanting had started again next door and IDEA that the morons next door might think that i was opening the door IN FAVOR OF THEM.  2021-05-01 11-06-35 Feeling VERY SORE and PAINFUL NOW.  RECURRING BANGING below just outside my window.  2021-05-01 11-13-20 Chanting had stopped replaced by loud music. 2021-05-01 13-17-22 Legs feel VERY WEAK  CANT STAND UP WELL. VERY DIFFICULT when i try to stand up.  2021-05-01 13-20-19 Feeling VERY DROWSY now 2021-05-02 07-13-31 Scalp VERY ITCHY.  Stayed up all night  2021-05-02 08-42-20 SHARP feeling ...

2021-04-30 01-02-00 MORE IDEAS being PUSHED INTO MY HEAD as "THEMED" songs PLAY ALOUD ONE AFTER THE OTHER next-door.  2021-04-30 02-06-24 Tablet was FORCED TO SHUT DOWN AGAIN.  This is the 2nd or 3rd time since yesterday.  Chest VERY PAINFUL.  CANT BREATHE and CANT MOVE with a LOT OF FLAK in my head.  2021-04-30 02-12-13 Tablet just ON OPENING SCREEN or CLOSING SCREEN STUCK HALFWAY between SHUTTING DOWN or BOOTING BACK UP while OVERHEATING and DEPLETING its old and bloating battery. 2021-04-30 03-53-52 STILL CANT MOVE WELL.  HEADACHE (around my head).  CANT STAND UP and DO ANYTHING for more than 15 mins.  The PAIN INCREASES if i continue DOING SOMETHING. I was supposed to do something but UNABLE TO DO THEM (open my purchases which are piling up) as my head is CONSTANTLY HAVING ON-OFF PAIN and i always feel EXHAUSTED even if all i did the whole day was SIT DOWN. 2021-04-30 04-07-19 After i SHOUTED AT NAGGING IDEAS that i HAVE TO WRITE DOWN EVERY...

2021-04-29 09-59-23 Woke up to krishna music and flutes.  Shoulders VERY SORE, PAINFUL and HEAVY all the way down to my chest and upper ribs.  Its like i am BEING PREVENTED from GETTING UP AT ALL.   VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE ALSO PROMPTLY STARTS.  There's SEWER STENCH too.  Woke up earlier BUT CANT GET UP even from the SO-CALLED REST last night and was NOT able to brush my teeth AGAIN.  THIS SO-CALLED CONFLICT SHOULD BE KILLED RIGHT NOW. 2021-04-29 10-32-19 LOUD RADIO continues but back to love songs.  2021-04-29 10-34-11 Blogger app NOT WORKING again and i CANT POST ANYTHING.  2021-04-29 10-49-22 Music was turned off and someone left the room.  Started to feel VERY BAD with SAD IMAGES of some dh leaving the room.   BUT I REALLY DONT FEEL BAD or ANYTHING AT ALL EXCEPT for THESE NONSTOP HEAVINESS and  BODILY ACHES and PAINS. 2021-04-29 10-55-29 BAD FEELING CONTINUES and getting WORSE.  Chest STARTS TO HURT.  ...

2021-04-28 11-41-53 Woke up.  Radio BLARING still. 2021-04-28 13-41-37 Annoucer and drama story FLAK since i woke up.  Nose ITCHY and palate VERY IRRITATED.  SNEEZING constantly.  2021-04-28 16-27-50 PAINFUL URGE TO PEE starting as i got online.  2021-04-28 16-29-49 Radio BLARING AGAIN.  2021-04-28 16-42-07 CANT FIND A CERTAIN TAG for my emails.  The FOLDER ITSELF has been DELETED.  Apparently my work email Googel account has been HACKED INTO AGAIN.  LOUD music next door has TURNED INTO AN UPBEAT REGGAE.  2021-04-28 23-50-13 Tablet AUTO SHUT MULTIPLE TIMES TODAY and has been OVERHEATING ever since.  2021-04-28 23-59-25 Mobile internet connection and app PROBLEMS.  App FREEZES and/or inet connection DROPS.  DH CHANTING next door starts.  2021-04-28 11-41-53 Woke up.  Radio BLARING still. 2021-04-28 13-41-37 Annoucer and drama story FLAK since i woke up.  Nose ITCHY and palate VERY IRRITATED.  SNEEZING co...

2021-04-27 18-27-44 Have been SHOUTING since the incident started as i was also being FORCED TO PEE THRU PAINFUL URGES.  Whore BANGS puffer door AGAIN and starts to play some FOREIGN WEIRD MYSYIC music 2021-04-27 20-17-05 VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee even if i just urinated some minutes ago.  LOUD RADIO still BLARING.  Left leg being TWITCHED for NO REASON. 2021-04-27 20-26-32 SWELLING and SORENESS in my throat SINCE I WOKE UP this morning.  2021-04-27 21-04-40 THROAT and VOCAL CORDS being CONSTRICTED whenever i SHOUT. 2021-04-27 23-32-00 Head THROBBING ON-OFF PAIN.   Earlier was being made to feel VERY HUNGRY or RAVENOUS  2021-04-28 00-26-04 Whore opened door of puffer fish room as radio BLASTED AWAY and GOOGLY EYED WHORE (assaulting) started FLAKKING A NONSTOP TIRADE ON A MIKE. I was SHOUTING BACK and DID NOT hear what the whore was saying.  While all of this was happening i was BEING MADE TO FEEL TIRED and WEAK with HEAVY PALPITATIONS and my muscl...

2021-04-26 15-56-08 While washing dishes NONSTOP SHRIEKING with SORE CHEST and BACK OF MY EARS EACH time i return to the sink after throwing out water from the VERY CLOGGED sink to the toilet drain (probably about 10 to 30 trips back and forth).  Tablet WAS FORCED to SHUT DOWN AGAIN when i tried playing my audio files.  It's still in the PROCESS of or HAVING DIFFICULTY in booting back up.  2021-04-26 16-05-00 Kid CONTINUES to WHINE and SHRIEK as i write this.  2021-04-26 16-29-09 Kid just SHRIEKED AGAIN  2021-04-26 17-04-04 INDUCED BAD feeling while playing my audio files with PROFANITY after my tablet was FORCED TO SHUT DOWN.  2021-04-26 19-14-11 PAINFUL ON-OFF URGE to pee as i am about to work online.  Headache THREATENING as i start working  2021-04-26 21-09-02 Head HURTING for no reason.  2021-04-27 02-44-39 Radio volume TURNED UP as i went to bed to rest before brushing my teeth.  2021-04-27 09-18-16 Woken up by LOUD MUSIC next doo...

2021-04-25 20-33-10 Frequent PAINFUL URGES to pee again.  Just urinated 15-30mins ago.  2021-04-25 20-39-00 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED.  2021-04-26 04-07-36 Woken up by a VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE. Feeling OVERLY DROWSY and ABNORMALLY DISORIENTED.  SLIPPED and ALMOST FELL on the floor of the toilet which has NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE or RARELY HAPPENS.  While pouring some laundry powder into the OVERFLOWING DIRTY toilet bowl water my hand, for some reason, TRIPPED OVER the powder container and EVERYTHING FELL INTO THE BOWL SOAKING and POURING DIRTY WATER into NEWLY OPENED PACK of laundry powder. 2021-04-26 04-34-27 OVERLY SLEEPY AGAIN.  HAVE NOT BRUSHED my teeth yet BUT TOO DROWSY to do so and HAD TO PROMPTLY LIE BACK DOWN.  2021-04-26 04-46-48 RADIO OR MUSIC still PLAYING from puffer fish room since i woke up and GETTING LOUDER now after i posted with rap lyrics "WALANG GANOON".  Radio's favorite tag line is "Energy".  CANT GO BACK to slee...