Silent No More

2020-05-10_06-19-47 Woke up WHEEZING and COUGHING. 2020-05-10_20-37-15 Indian dh kids next door start NOISY AGGRESSIVE PLAY at the hallway as i put away computer and  stuff. 2020-05-10_21-04-41 SHARP PRICK on my left butt (area where PSORIASIS SCARS are) and it BEGINS TO ITCH.  RASHES form and INSTANTLY SWELL as i scratch on it even for just a short while. 2020-05-10_22-44-46 Electric fans OVERHEATING EVEN IF I ALTERNATE USING them. Other fan goes from FAST TO SLOW as niggers MANIPULATE ELECTRIC CURRENT in the power outlets.  This has been HAPPENING FOR OVER A YEAR NOW and is STILL NOT BEING STOPPED. 2020-05-10_23-04-35 Indian niggers next door COOKING AGAIN.   They just did around 8 or 9 pm awhile ago. More than 4 people seem to be staying in their room which is a LOT SMALLER than ours. Electric fan is SLOWER and OVERHEATING. 2020-05-10_23-19-39 Back filled with LOTS OF RASHES even if i DOESN'T FEEL THAT WARM.  It also rained yesterday and t...

2020-05-04_06-01-53 Woke up. 2020-05-04_10-50-41 LONG LATENCY when i work on a certain project or access a task. 2020-05-04_12-17-19 Internet GETTING BLOCKED AGAIN. Whichever task project or tool i get into my INTERNET GETS BLOCKED.  CANT REACH QUOTA for the day due to NONSTOP INTERFERENCES. 2020-05-04_20-30-50 Corners of both eyes VERY ITCHY. 2020-05-05_04-36-46 Upper right molar 2020-05-05_06-23-19 Woke up. 2020-05-05_10-35-04 Corner of right eye VERY ITCHY. 2020-05-05_17-24-28 Had a heated argument with sister earlier.  Now I CANT BREATHE. Music beat from outside starting to PISS ME OFF. 2020-05-05_19-17-50 Feeling OVERLY TIRED for NO REASON AT ALL. 2020-05-05_20-39-36 Still feeling OVERLY TIRED. 2020-05-05_22-30-56 Skin starts to ITCH UNCONTROLLABLY ALL OVER.  My ANTI-PSORIASIS SHAMPOO had been USED UP. 2020-05-05_22-34-56 Now its back to my SCALP AGAIN.  EVERY NIGHT. 2020-05-05_22-42-15 STRONG DROWSY on my forehead and eyes LIKE ALWAYS...

2020-04-30_07-34-59 Lower back and spine feeling VERY WEAK.  CANT SIT UP STRAIGHT.  MORBID DEPRESSING thoughts entering my head. DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING. 2020-04-30_08-58-02 Feeling VERY HEAVY SORE and TIRED. 2020-04-30_12-49-43 Too much LATENCY on an online task tool AGAIN. Laptop and modem OVERHEATING. 2020-04-30_13-42-55 Foreign whores are back next door.  Earlier someone was knocking at the front room (puffer fish). 2020-04-30_19-50-49 CANT LOG INTO WORK TOOL.  Modem OVERHEATING. 2020-04-30_22-05-11 OVERLY SWEATY behind. 2020-04-30_22-55-04 Foreign dh kids with adult ACTING OUT and SLAMMING OBJECTS AGAIN. CANT RAISE or even MOVE MY HEAD (due to a HEAVY AND STIFF NAPE) to look at my snails which need their water changed. 2020-05-01_00-52-43 When i stop playing audio foreign niggers next door IMMEDIATELY START LOUD FLAK  (starting with the kids) or MAKING NOISE. 2020-05-01_01-42-32 Chest SORE and TIGHT as puffer fish plays LOUD BEAT m...

2020-04-27_09-05-25 Woke up around 7am.  2020-04-27_20-05-13 Earlier DIZZINESS and CANT MOVE STUCK feeling for more than an hour. 2020-04-28_05-42-41 Woke up.  Slept last night WITHOUT brushing teeth and feeding pets DESPITE IDEA that i will wake up after an hour of rest. 2020-04-28_07-06-46 Left eye VERY STICKY with FLASHES OCCURRING at the sides last night when it moves. 2020-04-28_14-29-05 Feeling VERY SLEEPY.  CANT sleep sitting with head on arms.  Mother with me might cause HARM TO MY PETS and OTHER STUFF AGAIN. 2020-04-28_16-28-45 CANT GET UP or WAKE UP.  Still SLEEPY after long nap. 2020-04-28_16-57-31 HARD SNEEZING. 2020-04-28_17-38-49 VERY ITCHY corners of both eyes. 2020-04-28_21-37-12 CRAVING for something but i DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS. 2020-04-28_23-03-13 Went to bed.  STINKY SMELL coming from outside the door. 2020-04-28_23-12-01 Foreigm (india) dh and kid next door start ACTING OUT and BUMPING ON WOOD NOISILY.  Each nois...

2020-04-24_05-35-37 Woke up. 2020-04-24_09-38-11 After using an online company app VIA WIFI, laptop screen GOT REARRANGED.  Laptop and modem seemingly OVERHEATING. 2020-04-25_07-47-40 Lower left back molar (half-chipped) VERY SORE AGAIN.  Fell asleep and COULD NOT STAY AWAKE  to brush my teeth and feed my pets last night. But i DID BRUSH my teeth a few hours before.  Niggers TORTURING MY TEETH AGAIN.  My other chipped molar (upper right near front) still HAS NOT RECOVERED.  Muscle above it between right cheek and nose FEELS SORE and TENDER when i touch it. 2020-04-25_07-57-06 Puffer fish RETALIATING after i hit the door for the SORE PAIN in my molar. Sink CLOGGING UP again for NO REASON.  Yesterday was the toilet bowl. 2020-04-25_08-17-14 Niggers (puffer fish etc) ENVIOUS AGAIN it seems.  Project for purchasing items had restarted despite virus scare. 2020-04-25_08-32-56 Lower left molar getting VERY PAINFUL and SPREADING to my cheek...

2020-04-22_06-20-11 Woke up but CANT STAY UP.  SOME SORE feeling is making me go back to bed. 2020-04-22_15-39-17 After meal I DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING.  CRAVING for some kind of food but CANT PUT MY FINGER ON IT.  STRONG DISTASTE for water. 2020-04-22_16-00-12 SHARP ITCHES on my SCALP.  Feeling OVERLY WARM despite COOL FAN BREEZE. 2020-04-22_21-09-48 Puffer fish dh arrived next door some minutes ago.  Foreigner at the other unit making blender machine noise. 2020-04-22_21-56-41 Upper right chipped molar VERY SORE and SENSITIVE again. 2020-04-22_22-19-03 OVERLY SLEEPY OR DROWSY.   CANT THINK OF WHAT TO DO NEXT before going to bed. 2020-04-22_23-43-49 CANT MOVE VERY WELL.  Knees SORE when I get up or start to do something to prepare for bed.  Had to sit down EVERY FEW MINUTES. Eyes SQUINT and CANT OPEN THEM FOR LONG. 2020-04-23_00-14-07 FINALLY ABLE TO GET TO BED. 2020-04-23_00-14-07 Woke up COUGHING SWEATY (chest and sho...

2020-04-20_01-40-26 Finally went to bed. 2020-04-20_05-03-03 Woke up.  Chest and shoulders SORE.  CANT GET UP.  Fell asleep again. 2020-04-20_06-09-27 Woke up. 2020-04-20_06-14-58 Toilet VERY CLOGGED.   Water FILLING UP when flushed. 2020-04-20_22-17-55 SCALPH ITCHING NONSTOP.  OVERLY WARM feeling.. 2020-04-20_23-17-53 ITCHY nose and SORE palate.  Started SNEEZING.  Had to sit up and DONT feel SLEEPY anymore. 2020-04-20_23-29-41 VERY ITCHY CORNERS of both eyes.  Upper right molar SORE. 2020-04-21_03-23-37 Went to bed finally.  Had to clean my pets tubs.  But i was too late. One small snail died 2020-04-21_09-35-09 VERY HEAVY and STIFF feeling.  CANT MOVE AROUND very well. 2020-04-21_12-23-57 Start to feel VERY UNCOMFORTABLE in my chest and VERY SORE on my hindside as i starr doing tasks. 2020-04-21_13-09-12 CANT MOVE and get up from sitting position (indian) on the floor. 2020-04-21_20-23-06 Suddenly gett...