Silent No More

2020-03-14_20-47-07 SUDDEN VERY BAD feeling for NO REASON. 2020-03-14_00-09-10 LOUD MUSIC start playing inside front room with open door. 2020-03-15_00-28-49 LOUD MUSIC still blaring from front room.   Feeling VERY HEAVY and UNABLE to get up until now. 2020-03-15_03-05-19 CANT SLEEP.  ITCHY nose and LOUD RADIO from front room. 2020-03-15_08-12-42 Woke up but CANT GET UP due to SORE and HEAVY chest and shoulders.  DH FLAK just below window with pail SLAMS and SHARP SLAPPING (hitting a hollow object with a stick) noises. Start to feel PISSED. 2020-03-15_09-52-12 Woke up again.  Dh LOUD FLAK.  Some of my snails are fast getting ILL with a SWELLING MANTLE.  I also noticed their feelers and shells TURNING WHITE like BLEACHING. My mother slept here a few days ago and not in the other room.  She UNBLOCKED the door while I was asleep then ARGUING (and telling me that I don't own this unit) after that it was TOO HOT. 2020-03-15_11-31-16 Co...

2020-03-11_01-37-13 Still UNABLE to sleep 2020-03-11_02-03-59 Finally went to bed. 2020-03-11_14-00-01 Chest is VERY TIGHT and SORE.  CANT BREATHE properly.  SORES had developed on my nape for some UNKNOWN reason. 2020-03-11_18-04-06 Still NO TASKS online to work on. 2020-03-13_09-53-41 Fell asleep early last night WITHOUT PLANNING to or brushing my teeth .  DID NOT FEED pets either.  Left side of neck VERY SORE and STIFF.  FORGOT all about online training this morning at 6am. Lower back and legs VERY SORE and STIFF after feeding my pets.  Now I am FEELING VERY SLEEPY again.  Eyes SQUINTING. 2020-03-13_11-04-31 Neck VERY STIFF and SORE. 2020-03-13_12-18-36 Delivery arrived for certain items. 2020-03-13_13-03-34 Chest gets PAINFUL followed by smashes or noises next door.  THUMPS on the ceiling. 2020-03-13_20-04-49 Fell into a LONG NAP and CANT GET UP until about 5PM.  Dhs and kids SHOUTING while i was asleep and continued wh...

2020-03-08_02-09-35 Went to bed. Started ITCHING ALL OVER.  Feeling OVERLY WARM. 2020-03-08_02-17-31 IDEAS ENTERING my head.  CANT SLEEP. 2020-03-08_10-01-21 CANT SEEM TO TYPE my own password for laptop. 2020-03-09_02-00-46 Went to bed. 2020-03-09_08-34-00 Woke up earlier but CANT GET UP due to VERY SORE BACK. Its still SORE NOW 2020-03-09_09-33-17 Left side temple SORE as i prepare to go online.  FAST DRIBBLING NOISE below going from LOUD TO  SOFT THEN BACK and walking AROUND THE AREA. 2020-03-09_17-06-15 SNORT SPIT just outside my window. 2020-03-09_23-16-16 OVERLY WARM feeling starting from my neck then MOVING AROUND. The rest of my extremities FEELS COOL ALMOST COLD. 2020-03-09_23-54-14 Corners (bridge) of BOTH EYES VERY ITCHY. 2020-03-10_00-45-49 Just remembered as my hair STARTS TO ITCH again and is TOO STICKY as i untangle it before going to bed:  hair shampoo was SABOTAGED again.  CANT WASH the GRIME OFF my hair anymore like it ...

2020-03-06_06-19-08 Dh inside front room FLAKS as i get online.  2020-03-06_08-53-19 Feeling VERY SORE in the chest. 2020-03-06_13-11-47 Lower left molar SWELLING NOW.  Got infected or injured due to NONSTOP INDUCED E.L.F. PAIN AND IRRITATION.  The INDUCED PAIN STOPPED MOMENTARILY when i felt the tender swelling with my tongue. 2020-03-06_19-05-01 Lower left molar (healthier 2nd from back) FULLY SWELLING  now. 2020-03-07_04-45-54 Woke up after falling asleep WITHOUT brushing my teeth last night.  Lower left molar STILL SWELLING but NOT as painful.  Smell of SMOKE (like burning wood) still. Strong smell of smoke in the room before i fell asleep and left elec fan on.  An IDEA ASSURED me i would be WOKEN UP after an HOUR. 2020-03-07_04-45-54 Lower ab (like swollen) and back VERY SORE. 2020-03-07_05-47-18 Sudden DROWSINESS and HEAVY SQUINTING EYES. 2020-03-07_12-52-00 Delivery arrives as my BOWELS START TO MOVE. 2020-03-07_15-02-08 No pa...

2020-03-04_00-30-56 Door slams front room (puffer).  Starts SNEEZING.  Went to bed. 2020-03-04_07-20-46 Woke up at 7am.   Start SNEEZING again.  Music starts to play just now with loud beat from front room.  Chest starts to HURT.  VERY SORE feeling in my stomach like ULCERS even if i am NOT HUNGRY yet. 2020-03-04_10-01-03 SORE feeling in stomach CONTINUES even as i prepare a meal. 2020-03-04_15-26-39 Very DROWSY and HEAVY after having a snack of bread and a hotdog.  CANT THINK of what i need to do.   Had to lie down. 2020-03-04_15-54-10 Head still VERY HEAVY. 2020-03-04_18-47-01 Head and neck SORE and feeling VERY TIRED.   HAD ALREADY TURNED PC OFF. 2020-03-04_19-01-58 Puffer whore had arrived next door.  Shouting below.  ON-OFF MIGRAINE starting.  2020-03-04_20-25-51 Lower left back molars BEING TORTURED AGAIN. 2020-03-04_22-08-11 Overly SLEEPY.  Went to rest for awhile but now CANT GET ...

2020-03-01_21-57-30 Another snail is SICK with COLLAPSED MANTEL. 2020-03-01_23-04-18 Lower back molar VERY SORE AGAIN.  Fell asleep (FORCED). 2020-03-02_05-16-16 Woke up earlier but still SLEEPY. Woke up now with a VERY PAINFUL lower back. Group FLAK (in a dialect) below. 2020-03-02_07-35-55 Feeling VERY TIRED, DROWSY and WEAK.  Want to eat something but BUT DONT KNOW WHAT. 2020-03-02_10-26-31 Pain and soreness on my chest and head.  Having MENTAL BLOCKS and GAPS in thought.  Starting to feel BAD or UNHAPPY for UNKNOWN REASONS. 2020-03-02_10-40-45 Loud DRIBBLING and SMASHING with CHEST PAINS and SORENESS. 2020-03-02_13-18-48 Dull SMASHING noise next door (foreigner MORONS) when i try to access another project's task. 2020-03-02_13-46-04 NONSTOP furniture MOVING or SCRATCHING on the ceiling. 2020-03-02_18-19-22 Heavy PALPITATIONS like having INDIGESTION. My oldest pet snail (female) had died  She was with me for 1 and 1/2 years.  She sudde...

2020-02-28_02-22-17 Woke up and FED my pets while self-talking with an IDEA about a certain project. 2020-02-28_05-18-17 Went back to bed due to SORENESS and INCREASING HEAVINESS on my chest and back. 2020-02-28_07-44-37 Woke up with a VERY PAINFUL left back molar.  It IMMEDIATELY DISSIPATED when i got up. Bloated adult snail had died and unable to tuck back her foot into her shell. 2020-02-28_08-08-52 Feeling VERY ANNOYED with basketball dribbling sound and SMASHING on a board. Left molar ON-OFF PAIN after i brushed my teeth. 2020-02-28_08-24-58 Chest starting to HURT.  Feeling PAIN on my molar MOVING BACK and FORTH on chipped molar and the STILL WHOLE molar but with slight cavity next to it. 2020-02-28_08-40-26 PINCHING sensation on left side of chest just below the heart area. 2020-02-28_09-13-28 NAGGING IDEA that I'm LEAVING SOON to which i will get PINCHED below my left chest. 2020-02-28_15-48-16 Sudden URGE TO MOVE MY BOWELS.  Now the toilet bowl is...