Silent No More

2019-12-23_08-30-32 Suddenly woke up.  Dh talking ALOUD and whore making coy remark while coming out front room.  HEAVY PISSED OFF PALPITATION starts.  Chest HURTS. 2019-12-23_09-25-20 Still lying down chest STILL HURTS as PAINFUL PALPITATIONS CONTINUE.  Someone HOOTS coyly outside. 2019-12-23_09-37-24 Upper back and chest HURTS due to palpitations. NAGGING IDEA asking WHOM WILL I FOLLOW.  I replied with my finger. 2019-12-23_10-34-19 Right toe has turned into a FULL BLOWN WELT.  HURTS when i walk normally.  Its been a MONTH since i last BATHED and now this happens FURTHER DELAYING IT. 2019-12-23_10-42-12 Streamed and recorded music the other day to piss off niggers.  I got CHARGED FOR IT.  It was a PROMO and SUPPOSED TO BE FREE. 2019-12-23_15-13-42 Drinking water delivery is BEING DELAYED AGAIN.  Refused to deliver yesterday claiming that its already LATE even when i sent them SMS at 5:44pm which i usually did before. ...

2019-12-19_00-32-08 Lower left molars get VERY PAINFUL as i feed my pets near the window where below a CAR HAD JUST ARRIVED.  Had to sit down. 2019-12-19_00-51-44 Lower left molars PAIN DIMINISH as i use the TV remote control. 2019-12-19_01-55-21 Finally finished feeding and partial- cleaning pets.  Went to bed. 2019-12-19_06-33-01 Woke up.  Whore front room COMES OUT AND FLAKS.  This is  becoming a FREQUENT activity by these niggers. 2019-12-19_10-51-42 Feeling VERY SORE and TIRED after moving my bowels while just starting to online tasks for the day. 2019-12-19_14-48-32 Sink getting CLOGGED. 2019-12-19_18-59-39 Very HEAVY and TIRED after a meal and craving for dessert. 2019-12-19_19-25-49 OVERLY WARM but COLD SWEATS when i turn fan on. 2019-12-19_22-11-55 Video rec app SUDDENLY FROZE awhile ago a few minutes after dh front room arrived. 2019-12-19_23-27-02 THROBBING lower left molar as i self-talk. 2019-12-20_06-35-18 Woke up.  FELL A...

2019-12-18_02-05-11 Finally went to bed. 2019-12-18_02-10-14 Left ear VERY ITCHY. 2019-12-18_08-17-03 Woken up by NONSTOP COUGHING.  Feeling VERY TIRED and SORE.  Back HURTS. 2019-12-18_09-15-41 Lower left 3/4 chipped far-end molar with DULL PAIN after having an egg, bread and butter for breakfast.  Started when i woke up even though i brushed my teeth last night.  I ONLY ATE a kiwi last night before going to bed. Soaking it now with baking soda in my mouth.  Planning to see a dentist tomorrow (cheaper fee) and to a bank to reactivate a DORMANT acct, both near my sister's place.  But this NONSTOP ALL OVER body SORE and WEAK feeling since yesterday MIGHT PREVENT all that.  Now this TOOTHACHE. 2019-12-18_12-45-08 Lower left molars ALL THE WAY to the front ARE PAINFUL now after i applied baking soda to the gaping CAVITY at the side of the molar situated next to the last (3/4 chipped) which was also going TENDER.  Baking soda usually helps....

2019-12-17_04-52-20 Woke up only now to the sound of dh arriving (front room).   WHOLE BACK VERY SORE.  UNABLE to brush my teeth and feed my pets last night.  Feeling PISSED. 2019-12-17_05-59-14 Finished cleaning pets.  Sat down for awhile.  VERY SORE ALL OVER. 2019-12-17_07-16-16 Finished feeding pets.  Lower back and legs VERY SORE.  Had to lie down again. Lower left molars (3/4 chipped, other has cavity) VERY SORE and SENSITIVE. 2019-12-17_07-36-46 NAGGING IDEA that i HAVE TO DO something even as my legs and lower back are SEEMINGLY GETTING EVEN MORE SORE. Nose getting CLOGGED with STICKY PHLEGM. 2019-12-17_09-36-48 DONT FEEL TOO WELL.  DONT feel like DOING ANYTHING.  SORE at the back of my head and chest. 2019-12-17_13-19-00 CANT seem to work well.  Brain SORE and vision seem VERY BLURRED or eyes VERY STIFF and CANT SPEED READ. 2019-12-17_14-31-41 Getting SLEEPY again after a meal.  Lower back VERY SORE again...

2019-12-13_10-21-39 Basketball SMASHING since morning. 2019-12-13_10-29-00 Still SHOUTING HOARSE.  Throat still being REMOTELY CONSTRICTED. Ball SMASHING RESPONDS LOUDER. 2019-12-13_11-24-33 Center of lower back still VERY SORE.  Feels like its being PULLED IN HALF (SPLITTING my WAISTLINE from leg to my torso) Lower ab GETTING VERY SORE like about to have monthly period. 2019-12-13_12-44-21 Received email explaining why only 6 hrs instead of 11 can be paid to me.  This was not in any of the guidelines. 2019-12-13_14-33-00 Resubmitted invoice for the last time after DELETING ALL HOURS WORKED in Stanford project which is bottlenecking the Amur proj purchases invoice to push through. SENSATION UP MY ASS and feeling VERY BAD in my chest followed.  Felt VERY PISSED and I started SHOUTING. 2019-12-13_15-03-41 NAGGING IDEA that i need to revise the video recording of a certain IMPORTANT link to include the dates and times when i clicked on the link and it retu...

2019-12-13_08-03-04 Woke up a few minutes ago.  Repeated strong KNOCKING at front room. 2019-12-13_08-26-12 LOUD HIT on (still screwed and unfixed) screen door.  Felt VERY PISSED.  I got up and started SHOUTING and POUNDING at the door.  Voice started getting CONSTRICTED and got HOARSE and PAINFUL when i shout. LOUD FOREIGN LANGUAGE MUSIC started playing outside. 2019-12-13_09-14-10 Felt my right small finger SWELLING.  Must have accidentally hit it. 2019-12-13_09-48-16 LOUD MUSIC continues to play.  Gets LOUDER and changes to FUNNY music to MOCK to what i write here. Center of lower back getting VERY SORE.

2019-12-12_07-31-23 Woken up by mother knocking on door.  Mid-back and all around to tummy VERY SORE and PAINFUL.  Head HEAVY.  Chest PAINFUL and throat VERY ITCHY when i COUGH. Went back to bed after mother left. 2019-12-12_10-50-13 Woke up with back still VERY SORE and PAINFUL.  Planned to go out today to FIX DORMANT BANK ACCTS but now UNABLE TO. 2019-12-12_11-01-12 CANT MOVE my head and neck.  VERY SORE and STIFF. 2019-12-12_11-20-46 Noticed one of my 2 albino snails has a CHIPPED SHELL at the side (siphon) and MANY DEEP SCRATCHES on his newly formed smooth shell. 2019-12-12_11-20-46 HARD STICKY green phlegm coming out when i blow my nose.  Felt like I'm going down with the flu.  Nose gets CLOGGED. Kid next door ACTING OUT and making IMPATIENT WHINING NOISE. Vision DARK and CLOUDY.  EYES CANT FOCUS and MOVE.  CANT THINK.  Head VERY STIFF.  Photosensitive and HAD TO SQUINT. 2019-12-12_21-13-50 Getting DISTRACTED and ...